In communication, he is quite absent-minded, often changing the topic of conversation, as if trying to talk about everything. However, Emet hardly spoke to me.

* End of Dating. *

19:37. Now I want to share with you my impressions of the film, the plot of which develops on the planet West, where each pair of people has the same birthmark, meaning their spiritual connection. In addition, these people must spend their entire lives searching for their beloved.

Nevertheless, no story is complete without a special main character, who does not have a spot. Why is she humiliated at school, saying: “You don't belong in this world!” which is why she decides to jump off the roof.

Then an incredible coincidence-a meeting of characters.

A person was already standing on the edge of the building. A faint breath of wind, a glint in your eyes, and love at first sight.

Then half of the movie showed the young man's past and explained why he decided to commit suicide. Next – the development of the relationship between the main characters and romance.

Nevertheless, this story can't end so “boring”!

Therefore, the plot introduced another person without a “brand”, and he is looking for his chosen one.

Handsome, rich, smart, intelligent, polite – well, as usual. Finding his true love, he offers her the best of everything: money, a car, a large apartment and the fulfillment of any desires.

They are perfect for each other, they understand each other in half a word, they feel the mood, and they have a spiritual contact.

And whom do you think the girl preferred? A loved one who supported her in difficult moments, or one that was meant for her by nature?

She left with a handsome man for a bright future.

And our Romeo, unable to withstand another betrayal, drowned himself.

The end of this work.

Most of the audience felt sorry for the young man, but he was initially ready to commit suicide. The hero simply postponed the inevitable and gave him happy moments, reviving his faith in the best. The truth destroyed these hopes in the future by its selfishness.

Why feel sorry for Romeo, if he made such a choice, chose his own fate?

To prevent this from happening in reality, people have created systems that decide people's future. This allows you to reduce random mistakes and waste time on empty relationships with people. I protect the stability and security of a society that will disintegrate into small pieces without control.

20:13. After the movie, Emet decided to walk Rowley home, and I went to the Park, again.

Bye, Diary.

Day 3.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Monday, October 31, 2068.

On the street +5 in the afternoon.

07:12. Rowley just told me that Emet told her he loved her after I left. Now they're dating. I'm glad.

10:54. He came. As always, there are many people around Him. Everyone was worried about Him and is asking about everything.

However, why does no one notice that it is difficult for them to talk?

He was released from the hospital only yesterday!

16:07. * Update Rowley's status. *

We met at the age of eight, were neighbors, and went to school together.

Curly, thick blond hair, dark eyes, and freckles. She's a pretty girl, or she wants to be.

Rowley is a caring, sociable, emotional, skittish, funny and frivolous girl.

* Add: *

– Responsible, stubborn, strict, demanding and selfish – if you get to know her better. —

Likes novels, manga, and monochrome combination of things, rock, and dawns.

* Add: *

– Hobbies: swimming, photography. —

Not likes: expectations, clothing from flax, and lack of attention.

* Add: *

– Hates: lies, deception, white chocolate. —

Fears: heights, all animals (except dogs and cats), loneliness, painful death.

A friend adapts to others, so sometimes it is difficult to understand what she really likes and what is not.

She always calls me to new cafes, festivals, or movie premieres. I don't think I'd leave the house if I didn't know you.

* Add: *

– She often changes her social circle and never stays in the same company for more than a month. She says she's getting bored. But I think everyone just gets bored with the perfect Rowley. —

* End of status update. *

17:26. I don't remember coming here, but I'm back in the Park.

I keep thinking about our first meeting with Him.

23:03. That's all for today. My head ached.

Bye, Diary.

Day 4.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 2, 2068, Wednesday.

On the street +2, clear.

09:52. He doesn't miss classes. I think it's not easy for Him to catch up with the curriculum. I hope the teachers understand this.

15:34. I need to prepare a present for Mary. She turns 7 years old. How fast my beloved niece is growing!

I'll buy her a big stuffed penguin and a radio-controlled car. I'm sure she'll be happy with this gift.

18:57. It's time to do a psychology project.

Bye, Diary.

Day 5.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 3, 2068, Thursday.

On the street +4, cloudy.

11:55. The mandatory professional aptitude test will take place next week. I need to do additional tasks in genetics and quantum physics if I want to be on the same level as Him.

16:29. He goes to a tutor on the harmony of color and sound, this is one of the subjects that I study in depth.

Can I send him my notes?

18:54. Rowley will be preparing for the test with Emet.

I hope she can learn the theory of aerodynamics; otherwise, she'll end up in another class again.

19:31. It's time to prepare your lessons.

Bye, Diary.

Day 6.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 5, 2068, Saturday.

It's +5 outside, cloudy.

12:03. Yesterday, my sister gave a great party for Mary.

It all started in a cafe. There were invited friends of the niece and animators who conducted competitions and quizzes. I am glad that she will have good memories of this holiday, because last year's event left only longing.

After the morning celebration, we went to the identification Department. Mary chose her father's last name, and then she was implanted with an identity chip.

Then the party continued in the sister's new home.

Mary was inundated with gifts. My aunt and uncle gave her a big doll in a puffy dress, my grandmother a red sundress with ruffles, and my parents gave her dog toys and a collar. I was as surprised as Mary, who had never owned a dog.

But when Nora returned to the room with her gift, everything fell into place.

Our dream came true about a cloud, big, fluffy, and warm, with beautiful black eyes and a cute face.

We spent the rest of the day walking with Mary and Becky (I suggested the nickname). We were having fun.

15:45. We returned home. I want to clean up the gallery and print out a couple of photos for the album.

Photo albums are very rare nowadays. I like to look at them when I get bored. Maybe in the future these albums will be the only reminder of me.

16: 22. Rowley rarely calls me lately, which is not surprising.

I hope she's having a good time with Emet.

20:48. Genetics has been studied, but there are still problems in quantum physics.

I hope it also passed the harmony of color and sound.

01:32. That's all for today, I'm tired.

Bye, Diary.

Day 7.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Tuesday, November 8, 2068.

On the street +3, windy.

08:53. Tomorrow will be MPAT (mandatory professional aptitude test).

10:52. He looks calm, but I know that this person is actually very worried about the test and prepares for it at night.

I hope it doesn't make Him ill again.

11:57. Rowley seems very happy, and in rare moments of our communication only talks about Emet.

14:59. *Update the status of Emet. *

He goes swimming with Rowley, and is studying to become a computer programmer at an institution.

*Complement: *

– Likes: horror movies, motorcycles and cars, rock, black, sweets (especially white chocolate.

Doesn't like: queues, quests, furies, classical music, and traditions).

Fears: getting lost in an unfamiliar place, being left without a phone, losing memory, amputations. —

His height is 178 cm, weight 63 kg; he watches his figure, because he believes that girls like his appearance.

Emet is rather inattentive and absent-minded. He can't concentrate on one topic and never finishes his thought. Because of this, he has problems with language logic and speech culture. —

* End of status update. *

20:18. I went to the store for coffee and stayed in the Park, again. I can't leave until I see the lights go out in His room.

02:27. That's it for today, wish me luck on the MPAT.

Bye, Diary.

Day 8.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Wednesday, November 9, 2068.

It's +1 outside, cloudy.

09:38. I was very tired, but my efforts were not in vain. The quantum physics problems were exactly the ones I was preparing for. And on genetics were quite easy questions. I want to go up a step to be closer to Him. But he was nowhere to be seen today. I hope He's all right.

11:27. Rowley left immediately after testing. We usually celebrated together in a cafe after the MPAT.

15:56. Tomorrow I will have a medical check-up all day, after which I will not see Him for 180 hours. I'll go to the Park.

19:42. Rowley doesn't return my calls.

22:53. He didn't come home.

23:01. My head starts to spin. I need to tell the neurologist tomorrow, or I'll have more dreams.

Bye, Diary.

Day 9.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 12, 2068, Saturday.

On the street +2, Sunny.

10:41. Mary often sends photos with Becky.

Nora says they even sleep in the same bed, which is very nice. Also, the niece goes together with her pet to classes with a dog handler. Now this plush cloud learns to protect its owner.

15:44. He's going to spend the week off with his relatives. It will be good for His health, but I already miss it.

16:53. A few words about the last medical examination.

My body is stable.

The neurologist recommended that you sign up for swimming, and the psychotherapist recommended that you spend more time with your peers.

17:13. We'll go to grandma's tonight. She said I'd have a surprise waiting for me.

18:54. Rowley still doesn't answer me.

23:49. That's all for today, it's time to get ready.

Bye, Diary.

Day 10.

Hello, Diary.

The weather is beautiful today, and I'm in a great mood.

18:26. My grandmother's surprise is a collection of quotes recorded half a century ago, which she found while cleaning the attic. The paper in the notebook is rather shabby, but the notes can still be read.

I remember the following passages. I need to ask the library for the books from which they were written.

1) “I can't talk to the walls: they're yelling at me. I can't talk to my wife: she only listens to the walls. I want someone to listen to me. And if I talk for a long time, then maybe I'll agree to something reasonable" Fahrenheit 451.

I liked this excerpt because it reflects the desire to be heard. The hero is hungry for understanding; he is alone, because even his beloved does not understand him. But he will not give up, even if he is not sure that he will achieve the desired result.

2) “And if all people thought more, they would be convinced that life is not worth taking care of so much…” Hero of our time.

A happy person will not think about life, he will enjoy it. And the person who is faced with difficulties will begin to think that being is not worthy of any effort or effort.

3) “Children are the only bold philosophers. And bold philosophers are necessarily children” We.

The people do not set themselves a framework and think about absurd and unreal things. They do not try to give their thoughts a certain meaning, but simply enjoy the flight of their imagination, which is often not enough for adults.

20:12. Rowley, why aren't you answering my calls?

22:51. That's it, we're going on a bike ride tomorrow. I should be out in the fresh air more often.

Bye, Diary.

Day 11.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Monday, November 14, 2068.

On the street +1, cloudy.

06: 21. The psychologist treating asked me to record my dreams.

This time I lived for 10 days, but all the time I just stood at the window and watched the surrounding people.

Every day, kids went to school or kindergarten, middle-aged people went to professional training institutions, and adults went to work.

A few hours later, schoolchildren came running. Some earlier, some later. The younger children were playing in the yard. Occasionally I saw people reading books in the square.

After lunch, elderly people went for a walk.

Then students from the EOPQ (the establishment of professional qualifications) stomped back, some of them in pairs, others in large groups. There were also “singles” that were most interesting to watch.

In the evening, the workers returned, tired but happy, because they can spend the rest of the day as they please. Most of them went to entertainment centers, others spent these minutes in virtual reality, and others paid attention to self-development.

I've always thought that the most interesting things happen most often when everyone is asleep. But in these 9 nights, I didn't find anything special.

Those loners sometimes walked to the convenience, but spending a lot of time if we bypassed all shops in search of the best price, and did not find such, come with empty hands or a packet of cigarettes. Occasionally there were noisy companies and the sound of roaring engines.

But in the dark, I usually looked at the life that was in the neighboring buildings. There I noticed workaholics, creative martyrs, responsible students, philosophers, and many others.

Everything was the same every day, except for the weather.

During that period spent in sleep, I liked one girl. She worked from home, probably as a web designer or Illustrator. She lived in the house opposite the mine, slept until lunch, and then went for a walk. A few hours later, I would come back and draw something on a graphic tablet in the square, and when the sun went down, I would pack my things and go home. She didn't sleep at night.

One day, at a late hour, inspiration came to her, and she painted the balcony window of her apartment. It was fun to follow her actions. At first, she could stare at one stroke for an hour, and then abruptly draw half the picture. What had she been thinking?

It took 216 hours, but I remember the last 24 best.

The weather was overcast. It was raining. Everyone carried umbrellas. Some used gray, others red, but most used black. And she went outside with a transparent one.

When students came from the EOPQ, a rainbow appeared in the sky. I wish I was the only one who saw her.

In the evening of this day, children did not play on the Playground and noisy companies did not wander around the courtyards.

She was coming back, but this time not, a man was approaching her.

A second later, he was standing behind her.

The knife came out. Drops of blood and rain. A look directed at me.

His look!

End of the dream.

07:04. My mother woke me up and said something, but I only heard the rain and saw It.

07:17. It's worse than I thought. I've never had a murder dream before. What has changed now?

07: 23. Why is he a murderer? Why His eyes? What does it mean?

07:31. I think this time I was just overexcited about the test.

Bye, Diary.

Day 12.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Thursday, November 17, 2068.

On the street +1, clear.

10:12. After returning home, we immediately went to the hospital.

The doctor said that I had an exacerbation due to overwork, so I was again prescribed a course of stabilizers. We also discussed my dream, and the doctor said: “All from exhaustion.”

Then we went to the store, and my mother bought me a graphic tablet-a gift for the efforts made to MPAT, now I will draw even more often.

16:57. I called Rowley's parents and found out that she had gone with Emet to his parents' house during the free week and had lost her phone there, so she didn't return my calls.

But my dear friend could have called Emet and told me not to worry!

18:49. I hope He's having a good time with his relatives, who live near the mountains.

20:53. It's time to take your medicine and go to bed.

Bye, Diary.

Day 13.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Friday, November 18, 2068.

On the street +1, is uncertain.

07:37. The results of MPAT are already ready.

07:38. * Update the results of the mandatory professional aptitude test. *

First year of study.

Test results for required subjects:

Social behavior culture – 63 points, drawing reading skills-75 points, Zoology-56 points, sound transmission of thoughts-82 points, and artistic visualization of signs-74 points.

For additional subjects:

Technique for collecting information – 61 points, reading mental tables-67 points.

The result of the medical examination is C.

Result: transferred to the second stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Second year of study.

Test results for required subjects:

Communication culture – 76 points, rational constant-64 points, cellular structure of plants-60 points, visualization of thoughts-85 points, sign system-74 points.

For additional subjects:

Technique for collecting information – 65 points, reading mental tables-69 points.

The result of the medical examination is C.

The result: remained on the second stage, transferred to the class of artistic image of a person.

Third year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

Result: transferred to the third stage, remained in the class of artistic image of a person.

Fourth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

The result: remained on the third stage, transferred to the class of the artistic image of the sign.

Fifth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

Result: transferred to the fourth stage, the class of the artistic image of the sign.

Sixth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

Result: transferred to the fifth stage, remained in the class of the artistic image of a person.

Seventh year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is C.

Result: transferred to the sixth stage, remained in the class of the artistic image of the sign.

Eighth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

The result: I remained at the sixth stage in the class of the artistic image of a person.

* Add: *

– Ninth year of study.

The result of the medical examination is C.

Test results for required subjects:

Psychology – 78 points, mechanical programming-73 points, genetics – 77 points, the theory of correct lines-85 points, the semantic part of symbols-79 points.

For additional subjects:

Visual illusion – 83 points, reading the emotional state-81 points.

Result: transferred to the seventh stage in the class of the artistic image of the sign. —

* End of updating test results. *

07:41. I am very happy, now we are on the same level, and we will go to General lessons on the theory of correct lines, visualization of thoughts and sound influence.

Today is the happiest day.

07:41. * Change password 062751 to 111868. *

10:54. Rowley talked to me until her new phone went dead.

She talked about her adventures. How she dropped her phone in the giraffe's cage while trying to take a picture of it, how Emet tried to get it and fell into the enclosure himself, how his parents reacted when they met their dirty son with a stranger.

After that, I told her about my dream and a collection of quotes, and we agreed to meet and celebrate my transition to stage seven. At last, my dear Rowley is back.

17:17. I tried out a gift from my mother in practice and drew a view from the window. The sunset today was especially beautiful, bright scarlet.

20:58. Time for bed. You need to follow the regime recommended by the doctor.

Bye, Diary.

Day 14.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 19, 2068, Saturday.

It's -2 outside, cloudy.

16:36. I met Rowley at “our” cafe, and she brought me a present. She said to open the house, but more about it later.

We strolled, stopping at bakeries and office stores along the way. I missed wandering around and talking about the world seal conspiracy. I was afraid Rowley would change because of Emet, but she's still the funny, stubborn, hysterical person I know.

Now about the gift, as usual, perfectly packed. There were many nice things in the box: bookmarks, pens, notebooks, an album and pencils, and a sweater and socks. And the best part is two tickets to the Yogen concert!

17:49. But my friend doesn't like this group. Then whom should I go with?

18: 33. I'll start studying with Him tomorrow. I can't wait for morning. I'll go to the Park, because He was supposed to be home today, and I'll also paint the benches and trees.

20:31. Time to get your coat.

21:45. Bedtime. The sooner I fall asleep, the sooner the morning will come.

Bye, Diary.

Day 15.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Wednesday, November 23, 2068.

On the street +1, Sunny.

08:52. It's so close. I cannot concentrate on the lecture when He's around. I only listen to his breathing.

Why do lessons end so quickly?

16:17. Rowley replied that she had bought two specifically so that I could get to know someone better.

18:53. I offered to go to the concert with my parents, but they said it would be better if I had fun with my peers. In addition, the offer responded, and sister Nora. Who should I go with now? I don't know anyone.

He also likes this group. Can I give the ticket to Him?

19:01. I'll decide tomorrow, but it's still a weekend performance. And I still need to finish a project on visualizing thoughts.

20:54. Four more days, and the course of stabilizers will end.

Bye, Diary.

Day 16.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Thursday, November 24, 2068.

On the street +3, Sunny.

14:06. After showing a presentation of my project, I suggested that my classmates go to a concert. After school, a couple of people came up to me, they said they were going to this performance, and they would be happy to have my company. They also want to report my extra ticket to a friend from the technical class who didn't have time to buy it, which solves the problem.

One less problem, but I didn't have time to tell Him. Now I will meet new people, they are kind of funny people. They will definitely not be boring.

16: 23. Recently called Mary, told, what Becky smart and quickly remembers all the commands, so next month, they will participate in the dog competition.

18:12. Rowley writes to me every day. Now we don't see each other at school, because it was transferred to the class of the iconic image of a person. But this building is closer to the EOPQ, where Emet is studying, and she is very happy about it.

19:32. I do not part with the graphics tablet. I want to know all his abilities.

20:48. My parents' wedding anniversary is coming up. I think we should surprise them, draw a picture of our family, and then put it in the medallions. We'll always be there for you.

20:51. I haven't been going to the Park lately. In the evenings, I get very dizzy. The good news is that I don't have any dreams, which means that everything is still normal.

Bye, Diary.

Day 17.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 26, 2068, Saturday.

On the street +1, clear.

10:11. Yesterday, the people and I went to the entertainment center and played all the slot machines there. We also had a virtual battle with students from the class of artistic image of technology.

Before the start, we divided into pairs to cover each other, and assigned duty officers near the base, as if this is not a game, but a real battle.

When comrades were taken hostage and we released them. It was a lot of fun.

12:56. Yuna called me and told me that at 17:35 we were going to a cafe and going to a concert. Last time we did not have a person with us who they promised to offer a free ticket, but they said that he would definitely come today.

15:37. Rowley is riding motorcycles with Emet this weekend.

His parents gave him a ticket for driving lessons, and on his birthday, they will buy him a bike.

I think they'll go on a tour all over the mainland after that.

16:43. I'm ready for fun. Wish me luck.

17:31. He’s here!

Day 18.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Sunday, November 27, 2068.

It's -3 outside, cloudy.

03: 36. * Change password 111868 to 112668. *

06: 39. We were at a concert together, I don't believe it. Was I dreaming?

We talked and danced to the songs of our favorite band. We were so close to each other.

After the performance, the people began to disperse, and He asked where I live and decided to spend it.

On the way, we talked about the theory of the probability of a meteorite falling on our city, about infinity. He even suggested that our world is just an invention!

I wish my home was on the other side of the universe.

Now, thinking about It, I can't sleep, and in 4 hours I have to go to school.

07:53. He shook hands with me.

12:58. My classmates invited me to lunch. He was with them, so I agreed.

16:10. Rowley said that tomorrow the photo club needed a model to practice portraiture, and she suggested my candidacy.

17:52. Lessons are done, I'll walk to the Park.

20:43. We met him.

He was returning from training when I was making sketches of another Bush with birds. He liked my drawings very much and asked to see my portfolio. It's a good thing I transferred all his portraits to another storage device before I left. After that, He saw me off again.

This can't be real! I've been watching him for 28 months, but why is he paying attention to me now?

21:32. I have a terrible headache. Mom called an ambulance. I don't want to go back to the hospital, because We've only just started building a normal relationship.

Day 19.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 29, 2068, Tuesday.

On the street -5, deg.

06:36. After arriving at the hospital, I was prescribed a full body scan and put on an IV, then I fell asleep, and my mother went home.

I was just woken up for Breakfast.

08:42. I had an additional scan of the brain and spinal cord, and checked the sensitivity of neurons and the speed of transmission of nerve impulses.

No abnormalities were detected based on the scan results. The sensitivity of the neurons is slightly increased, as is the rate of transmission of impulses, so I was prescribed light sedatives.

15:36. A psychologist came and I had to tell him everything about Him. As a result, the doctor assigned me tests of hormone levels and concentration of neurotransmitters.

16:57. Rowley called, wanted to go to a photo club together, but when she found out that I was in the clinic, she immediately changed her plans and is going to visit me.

I asked her to stop by my house and bring me a graphics tablet.

19:31. Again, she didn't say that she was bringing Emet with her.

We took a walk around the hospital grounds, and they said that in honor of the month of relationships, they did a compatibility test, the result of which is 94%. The system offered to marry them, but they refused.

I couldn't believe it for a long time. I thought they were just joking and trying to cheer me up, but Rowley showed me the test report with the stamp of authenticity.

After that, I felt sick. I don't remember if I went to the ward or if they brought me in, but I woke up in my own bed.

19:52. Yuna called to find out the reason for my absence from school, and I told her everything. She promised to visit me tomorrow, and she won't be alone.

I wonder if He'll come. I think not. He has a competition on Friday, and he can't miss practice because of me.

21:49. I finished the portrait of Mary, Nora, and Becky. I wish John were with them anymore.

01:04. For 3 hours I have been looking at portraits with Him, rereading my diary and remembering our conversation on the way from the concert, so many pleasant memories from one walk.

03:52. Now my tablet has been taken away and I can't look at it. I need to sleep.

Bye, Diary.

Day 20.

Hello, Diary.

Today is November 30, 2068, Wednesday.

On the street -3, Sunny.

12:42. They returned the tablet to me, but they threatened to give it to my mother next time.

13:02. We made tests of the hormonal level and concentration of neurotransmitters. The results confirmed that I had a high level of adrenaline and a low amount of dopamine.

I was prescribed stabilizers again.

14:37. My mother came in and brought my things, she didn't sleep last night and tried to hide it with makeup. Worry about me.

15:01. Yuna called, she and a couple of classmates is going to visit me and will be there by 16: 00.

18: 39. I was not allowed to go out and walk with the people, so we sat in the reception area, they brought many Goodies for me.

The school, during my absence, managed to recruit students to the Council, select a Chapter and hold a disco in honor of this. And tomorrow our class will go on an excursion to Dei lacrimas, the name of which means God's tears. Yuna promised to show the waterfall on a video call.

I wanted to draw Dei lacrimas from life, but it probably won't happen this year.

20:43. He came to me after training and gave me forget-me-nots. I only mentioned it once, but He remembered.

We talked to Him until the time was up, and then continued the conversation through the window of my room. It was getting cold outside, so I told Him to go home, or we'd be in the hospital together.

21:33. * Change password 112668 to 113068. *

22:52. I can't sleep. You need to ask the nurse for sleeping pills.

23:05. They did not want to give me a sedative, they said that they did not have the right to provide medicines without the testimony of the attending doctor, so I had to disturb the psychologist.