Цитаты из книги «Пнин», страница 7

I do not know if it has ever been noted before that one of the main characteristics of life is discreteness. Unless a film of flesh envelops us, we die. Man exists only insofar as he is separated from his surroundings. The cranium is a spacetraveller's helmet. Stay inside or you perish. Death is divestment, death is communion. It may be wonderful to mix with the landscape, but to do so is the end of the tender ego.

He was utterly helpless without the prepared text, nor could he use the ancient system of dissimulating his infirmity by moving his eyes up and down - snapping up an eyeful of words, reeling them off to his audience, and drawing out the end of the sentence while diving for the next. Pnin's worried eye would be bound to lose its bearings. Therefore he preferred reading his lectures, his gaze glued to his text, in a slow, monotonous baritone that seemed to climb one of those interminable flights of stairs used by people who dread elevators.

It was the world that was absent-minded and it was Pnin whose business it was to set it straight. His life was a constant war with insensate objects that fell apart, or attacked him, or refused to function, or viciously got themselves lost as soon as they entered the sphere of his existence. <...> On gadgets he doted with a kind of dazed, superstitious delight. Electric devices enchanted him. Plastics swept him off his feet. He had a deep admiration for the zipper. But the devoutly plugged-in clock would make nonsense of his mornings after a storm in the middle of the night had paralysed the local power station. The frame of his spectacles would snap in mid bridge, leaving him with two identical pieces, which he would vaguely attempt to unite, in the hope, perhaps, of some organic marvel of restoration coming to the rescue. The zipper a gentleman depends on most would come loose in his puzzled hand at some nightmare moment of haste and despair.And he still did not know that he was on the wrong train.

As a teacher, Pnin was far from being able to compete with those stupendous Russian ladies, scattered all over academic America, who, without having had any formal training at all, manage somehow, by dint of intuition, loquacity, and a kind of maternal bounce, to infuse a magic knowledge of their difficult and beautiful tongue into a group of innocent-eyed students in an atmosphere of Mother Volga songs, red caviare, and tea; nor did Pnin, as a teacher, ever presume to approach the lofty halls of modern scientific linguistics, that ascetic fraternity of phonemes, that temple wherein earnest young people are taught not the language itself, but the method of teaching others to teach that method; which method, like a waterfall splashing from rock to rock, ceases to be a medium of rational navigation but perhaps in some fabulous future may become instrumental in evolving esoteric dialects - Basic Basque and so forth - spoken only by certain elaborate machines.

The elderly passenger sitting on the north-window side of that inexorably moving railway coach, next to an empty seat and facing two empty ones, was none other than Professor Timofey Pnin. Ideally bald, sun-tanned, and clean-shaven, he began rather impressively with that great brown dome of his, tortoise-shell glasses (masking an infantile absence of eyebrows), apish upper lip, thick neck, and strong-man torso in a tightish tweed coat, but ended, somewhat disappointingly, in a pair of spindly legs (now flannelled and crossed) and frail-looking, almost feminine feet.

"Вся эта психиатрия - просто микромирок коммунизма", - ворчал Пнин, отвечая Шато. "Для чего лишать человека права горевать наедине с самим собой? Горе ведь единственное его настоящее достояние на этом свете!"

Иные люди (к числу которых принадлежу и я) терпеть не могут счастливых развязок. Мы чувствуем себя обманутыми. Зло в порядке вещей. Судьбы не переломишь. Лавина, останавливающаяся на своем пути в нескольких шагах над съежившимся селением, ведет себя не только противоестественно, но и противонравственно.

Я некрасив, неинтересен. У меня нет особенных дарований. Я даже не богат. Но я предлагаю Вам все, что имею, до последнего кровяного шарика, до последней слезинки, все решительно. И поверьте, это больше того, что может предложить Вам любой гений, потому что гению нужно столько держать про запас, что он не может, как я, предложить Вам всего себя. Быть может, я не добьюсь счастья, но я знаю, что сделаю все, чтобы Вы были счастливы. Я хочу, чтобы Вы писали стихи. Хочу, чтобы Вы продолжали Ваши психотерапевтические исследования - в которых я мало что смыслю, а то, что мне в них доступно, представляется мне сомнительным.

человеческое несчастье вовсе не должно лишать собаку радости.

макнул умозрительный сухарик в чайный стакан