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Brenda Jackson welcomes you back to Catalina Cove, where love is waiting to be reclaimed...

Ashley Ryan never doubted that her husband, Devon, was the love of her life. Even now, three years after Devon died in a car wreck while on a business trip, Ashley can’t bring herself to move on. But when her girlfriends surprise her with a getaway to beautiful Catalina Cove, Louisiana, she gets the shock of her life when she encounters a man—bearded, more rugged than before, but unmistakably her Devon.

“Ray Sullivan” moved to this quiet coastal town after waking up in a hospital with amnesia. Haunted by a life he can’t remember, he’s built walls around his heart and a quiet life running boat tours—a life that includes no recollection of Ashley, a woman he suddenly finds himself irresistibly drawn to.

Doctors warn Ashley of the danger in forcing her husband to remember the past. Though she longs to tell him the truth, she finds herself falling all over again for a man she knows may never truly come back to her. In this place where healing and second chances are just a heartbeat away, can love take root once more?

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Forget Me Not

Brenda Jackson


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ISBN: 978-1-474-09545-7

FORGET ME NOT

© 2019 Brenda Streater Jackson

Published in Great Britain 2019

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Praise for New York Times bestselling author Brenda Jackson

“[A] heartwarming romance.”

—Library Journal on Love in Catalina Cove

“The only flaw of this first-rate, satisfyingly sexy tale is that it ends.”

—Publishers Weekly, starred review, on Forged in Desire

“[Jackson’s] signature is to create full-sensory romances that deliver on the heat, and she duly delivers.... Sure to make any reader swoon.”

—RT Book Reviews on Forged in Desire

“Leave it to Jackson to take sizzle and honor, wrap it in romance and come up with a first-rate tale.”

—RT Book Reviews on Temptation

“Brenda Jackson is the queen of newly discovered love... If there’s one thing Jackson knows how to do, it’s how to pluck those heartstrings and stir up some seriously saucy drama.”

—BookPage on Inseparable

“This deliciously sensual romance ramps up the emotional stakes and the action.... Sexy and sizzling.”

—Library Journal on Intimate Seduction

“Jackson does not disappoint... First-class page-turner.”

—RT Book Reviews on A Silken Thread, 4½ stars, Top Pick!

“Jackson is a master at writing.”

—Publishers Weekly on Sensual Confessions

To the love of my life. The man who will always be my everything. Gerald Jackson Sr.

To all my readers who are enjoying the Catalina Cove series. This book is for you.

To my family and friends who continue to support me in all that I do.

For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was.

—James 1:24 KJV

Contents

Cover

Back Cover Text

Booklist

Title Page

Copyright

Praise

Dedication

Bible Verse

Epigraph

PROLOGUE

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN

CHAPTER TWELVE

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

CHAPTER NINETEEN

CHAPTER TWENTY

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE

CHAPTER THIRTY

CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE

CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR

EPILOGUE

About the Publisher

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets.

—Montel

PROLOGUE

“DELIVERY FOR ASHLEY RYAN.”

Ashley glanced over her shoulder and did a double take. A man was standing in the doorway of StayNTouch, her social media network firm, carrying the largest arrangements of flowers she’d ever seen. There had to be at least five dozen red roses in that vase. And sitting pretty in the middle of the roses was a single sunflower.

She shook her head. “He wouldn’t.”

Her business partner and best friend since college, Emmie Givens, chuckled. “He would. It’s your fifth wedding anniversary and you know as well as I do that your husband likes doing everything in a big way, so don’t act surprised.”

Emmie was right—she shouldn’t be surprised, although she hadn’t expected anything so outlandishly extravagant. She would be the first to admit the first two years had been challenging, and all because of a pact they’d made on their wedding night.

While in their hotel room in Jamaica, naked in bed and a little tipsy on wine, love and sex, they’d made goals for their marriage. Goals they intended to achieve by their fifth wedding anniversary. They pledged to be successful in their chosen occupations and finances, which would require hard work, dedication and sacrifices. For her, the biggest sacrifice had been agreeing not to start a family until after the fifth year. But Devon had promised that when they reached the five-year mark and had accomplished all their goals, they would return to Jamaica to not only celebrate fulfilling all their accomplishments but to make their baby.

Those first two years would not have put such a strain on their marriage if she and Devon hadn’t been two success-driven individuals. But they had been, and for a time, instead of competing against outside forces, they started opposing each other. That was when things seemed to start falling apart in their marriage.

There was never any doubt in her mind, even through all their difficult times, that Devon loved her. Just like he’d known she loved him. When they saw their marriage headed for serious trouble, they had sought marriage counseling. Doing so had helped and for the past three years they’d worked hard to put their marriage first and their ambitions second. In the end, what had saved their marriage was their love and commitment to each other.

“Where do you want these, lady?” the deliveryman asked.

“In my office. Please follow me.”

Moments later, alone in her office, Ashley sat behind the desk and stared at the huge floral arrangement. She’d counted and just as she’d thought there were sixty roses. A dozen for every year of their lives together. One rose for every month. And the single sunflower had a special meaning all its own.

The night they’d met on a blind date at Harvard, he’d given her a single sunflower. She’d been working on her MBA, and Devon had been working through dual graduate degrees in computer technology and finance. He was four years older and for her it had been love at first sight. Devon always said it had been likewise for him. He’d graduated two years before she had and landed a job with a technology firm in New York. They’d gotten married a year after she’d graduated from college.

Devon had grown up in Hardeeville, South Carolina, located less than an hour’s drive from the shores of Hilton Head. More than anything, he loved being out on the ocean. One of their first indulgences had been to buy a boat. Well, it had been his and she’d given in to his expensive whim. However, she would admit she’d enjoyed their weekends spent out on the water. She’d discovered those were their most relaxing times, when they could put the outside world on hold and connect with each other.

She reached for the card that accompanied the flowers and read it.

Ashley, you are the love of my life and on our fifth anniversary I cherish you. You are my sunflower and marrying you has been my greatest accomplishment. Happy fifth anniversary, baby.

Love always,

Devon

She placed the card next to her heart, feeling the love. He had left three days ago on a business trip and she always missed him like crazy when he was away. Their anniversary wasn’t until tomorrow but this sort of thing was just like Devon. He was always surprising her. She wondered what he had in store for their anniversary, and couldn’t help remembering the promise they’d made to each other on their wedding night. She’d patiently waited for a baby. This was their year to start a family.

He knew how hard it was for her whenever her married girlfriends became mothers. And her parents were anxious to be grandparents and hadn’t made things any easier either. She dealt with the pressure by telling herself that her time was coming. What they hadn’t counted on was Devon starting his own technology company a year and a half ago; a company he’d been putting a lot of time into. A company he was convinced would make them millions—they could retire as early as their forties and wouldn’t have to work again. They could spend every free moment out on the ocean. And children were a big part of that equation. But still, a part of her wanted to believe he hadn’t forgotten.

* * *

“YOU, DEVON RYAN, are a tough negotiator.”

Devon leaned back in his chair. This meeting with Robert Banner was going just as he’d hoped. For the past two days he and Banner had been hashing out the terms of an agreement, and Devon was certain he’d finally made the man an offer he couldn’t refuse. There was no way Banner would let him walk out that door and run the risk of him making the same offer to someone else. Namely, Banner’s competitor.

“It’s not that I’m a tough negotiator, Mr. Banner. It’s just that I know the value of what I’m offering. In one year, I was able to build this company from the ground up. Now I need you to take it to the next level. And as long as I get to retain a sufficient number of shares in the company, I’ll be satisfied.”

The older man raised a brow. “And then you’ll do what? You’re only thirty-two. Way too young to retire.”

Devon chuckled. “And I don’t plan to. But I want to do something that doesn’t require all my time and energy.” No need to tell the man there were promises he’d made to his wife that he intended to keep.

“If I agree with your terms, it will make you a very wealthy man, Ryan. Both now and later.”

Devon chuckled. “No, it would make me and my wife a very wealthy couple. She’s my partner in all things.”

Banner nodded. “That’s another thing I like about you.”

“That’s the way it should be.” There was no need to tell the man it had been a lesson he’d learned by almost losing Ashley. That had been his wake-up call.

Banner glanced at the woman sitting beside him. Candace Jenkins was Banner’s personal attorney. Devon also had a feeling she was a lot more than that. “So, as my attorney, what do you think, Candace? Should we take the deal he’s offering?”

“You would be a fool not to, Robert. He’s asking for a considerable number of shares on top of what you’ll be giving him up front upon signing, but on that he’s not budging and the two of you have been at it for two days,” the woman was saying, as if Devon wasn’t in the room. “However, in the end, I believe his company will make you millions.”

“It will become my company,” Banner reminded her. “He’ll just retain a number of hefty shares. Way too many to suit me.”

It was obvious the man still found that a sore spot. “But you realize the investment.” Devon didn’t present it as a question.

Banner smiled. “Yes, I realize the investment.” And then without saying another word, the man signed the documents.

* * *

DEVON ENTERED HIS hotel room with a very happy grin on his face. He’d done it. He had secured his and Ashley’s future for life. His wife knew this deal was important, but not the true magnitude of it. He hadn’t wanted her to worry over what might happen if he failed. But when he left for Chicago three days ago he’d felt confident he could pull things off, and he had. He couldn’t wait to surprise Ashley with the news.

Tomorrow was their wedding anniversary and this business deal was just one of many surprises he had for her. She should have gotten the flowers by now, which was probably the reason she’d called. Twice. He hated that he’d missed her calls but at the time he’d been in the middle of contract negotiations and had had Banner just where he’d wanted him.

But he would remedy that now, he thought, pulling his phone out the pocket of his jacket and dialing Ashley’s number. She should be home from work now and, probably like him, was about to strip for a shower. Damn, he wished he could be there with her.

“Devon?”

Why after all these years did her saying his name still turn him on? “Yes, Sunflower, it’s me,” he said, putting her on speaker before placing the phone aside to start undressing.

“Now, why would you call me that when I’m not there to do anything about it?”

He smiled. Normally, he would call her by the pet name he’d given her during their most intimate moments. “We can always have phone sex.”

“Won’t do any good, Devon. I’m too hot. When are you coming home? And please tell me you will be here tomorrow.”

“I intend to,” he said, stripping down to his last piece of clothing. “I’m about to take a shower. And speaking of being hot, if you were here I’d cool you off.”

“I wanted to come with you and you wouldn’t let me,” she said with a pout in her voice.

“Too close to our anniversary. I have other plans for you.”

“Do tell. And the flowers were beautiful, by the way. So many of them.”

“Not enough for you. And I got good news.”

“You made the deal with Robert Banner?”

“Yes.” He grinned, knowing that she had no idea just how good a deal he’d made. “I’ll tell you about it when I get home. It will be just another reason to celebrate.”

“And when will you be home?”

“By tomorrow, like I promised. I fly out in the morning and I should be home by three.”

“And I will be here waiting on you since I’m taking the day off.”

His grin widened. “In that case, I want you naked in bed when I get there. We can start the celebrating a little early.” Which suited Devon just fine as there was so, so much they had to celebrate.

* * *

“WHAT DID YOU SAY?” Devon asked, staring at the woman, certain he’d heard her wrong. She stared back at him with an annoyed look on her face at having to repeat herself.

“I said that due to the snowstorm headed our way, all flights out of both O’Hare and Midway have been canceled.”

“What snowstorm?”

The woman looked at him as if he was crazy. “Surely you’ve heard about the massive storm in Minnesota.”

“What does that have to do with my flight that’s going south to South Carolina?”

“A lot, sir. When one flight is delayed all flights get delayed, regardless of their destinations. In the next couple of hours there’s expected to be at least twelve feet of snow here in some areas. Once that happens this airport will close and it will be another day before it reopens.”

That was not what he wanted to hear. “Look, I have to leave for Hilton Head today. It’s important that I get home today.” He refused not to be with Ashley today, of all days. “It’s my fifth wedding anniversary,” he said, with all the disappointment he felt. “I made special plans for my wife.” He glanced at his watch.

“Oh, that’s so nice.”

He glanced back at the woman. The look of annoyance in the woman’s eyes had been replaced with a romantic look. “I’d hate for you to miss your wedding anniversary. Some men wouldn’t care if they made it back home or not. Let me see what I can do. I can’t get you a flight out of here, but I might be able to suggest something that could get you home.”

He didn’t say anything as she clicked several keys into her computer with an intense look on her face. Moments later she smiled. “Okay, this might work. Cincinnati is approximately a five-hour drive from here. There’s a straight flight leaving Cincinnati to Hilton Head at three. That will give you time to get there with two hours to spare. You’ll land in Hilton Head around six thirty.”

He nodded enthusiastically. “That will work.”

“Good. Now, if you hold on a minute, I’ll book that flight out of Cincinnati for you.”

“Thanks.”

A short while later Devon was walking quickly to the car rentals area.

* * *

ASHLEY RAISED A concerned brow as Devon spoke on the other end of the line. “Devon, are you sure you want to make the five-hour drive to Cincinnati? You hate driving long distances.”

“Right now I’m frustrated more than anything. I had to wait a half hour for this rental. I’m not the only one trying to beat the storm out of here. This is the last place where I want to be stranded.”

Chicago was the last place where she would want him stranded, too, but his safety came first. She, of all people, knew her husband hated long-distance driving. Five hours wasn’t bad, but for Devon, it might as well be ten. “I don’t know, Devon. I don’t feel good about you being on the road for five hours.”

“Sweetheart, I’ll be fine. I will drink as much coffee as I need to. Besides, it’s daytime and not night. I’ll be okay. Will it make you feel better if I call you when I’m at the halfway point?”

She smiled. “Yes, then I could sing to you.”

He chuckled. “On second thought, maybe I won’t call you. Your talents are not with your voice.”

“Thanks a lot.”

“Just keeping it honest, Mrs. Ryan. God, I can’t wait until I’m home.”

“And I can’t wait for you to get here. I can’t believe it’s number five for us. When you look back over the years, what means the most to you?”

“Hmm, that’s easy. Although there were lots of things, I believe my most cherished moment was our wedding day.”

She recalled that day vividly. It had been an outdoor wedding at her parents’ home and everything had cooperated, especially the weather, to make it a perfect day. “What do you remember the most?”

“The moment you walked down the aisle on your father’s arm to me. Looking into your face, seeing you smile, your happiness in getting married to me... That moment touched me deeply, profoundly. My mind blotted out everything and everyone and just focused on you. Only you were the center of my attention. My universe. You still are.”

“You’re mine, too.” Devon’s words touched her deeply. She needed to get off the phone before she got all emotional on him. “Drive carefully, and whenever you do make a stop, call me. Or else I’ll worry.”

“And the last thing I want you to do is worry. My plane from Cincinnati lands a little after six, so I should be home around seven. I still want you in bed when I get there. Now, that’s where your true talent lies.”

Ashley threw her head back and laughed. “Horny man.”

“Can’t help it, baby. Love you. Bye.”

“Love you back. Bye.”

Ashley clicked off the phone and smiled. Devon had yet to tell her of his plans for their fifth anniversary—she knew he was planning something. Emmie was right when she said Devon liked doing things in a big way. He also liked surprising her. She had no problem with it because she always liked his surprises.

She was about to go into the kitchen to pour another cup of coffee when her doorbell sounded. Ashley quickly moved toward the door and glanced out the peephole to see a woman standing there with a huge beautifully wrapped gift box.

“May I help you?” she asked, before opening the door.

“Yes, I have a delivery for Ashley Ryan.”

Smiling, Ashley opened the door. After she signed the log, the woman handed her a gift-wrapped box. Moments later Ashley was quickly tearing off the bow to see what was inside. There was an envelope and inside were plane tickets to Jamaica, with the flight leaving in two days. Joy swept through her, although two days barely gave her much time to pack, but she would manage.

Also inside was a smaller wrapped box. She tore off the tissue paper and her breath caught when she saw a pair of yellow baby booties with a matching bib. Tears came to her eyes when she read the card.

I’m ready to start making babies in Jamaica. There’s not another woman I’d want as the mother of my sons and daughters.

Love,

Devon

* * *

DEVON PULLED INTO a roadside stop. He hadn’t eaten breakfast and wanted something else in his stomach other than coffee. He was making good time and so far wasn’t feeling tired. Luckily, he was keeping his mind revved up by thinking of all the plans he had for Ashley when he got home.

He grabbed a bagel and coffee and was back on the interstate. A half hour later he was thanking God for GPS when he had to take a detour due to heavy rain in the area that had left several streets flooded. Eventually he made it back onto the interstate.

It stopped raining and he was glad. He slowed down for the slippery roads and couldn’t believe how fast semis were flying by regardless of the wet conditions as they headed back toward the interstate.

Devon adjusted the volume on the radio when he saw the hitchhiker standing ahead with a backpack. It looked as if there would be another downpour any minute and he hated the thought that the man would get caught out in it. Typically, he never picked up strangers, but considering his good luck of yesterday, he was still in a great mood. He’d never had to hitchhike and figured everybody had a story. He tried not to be judgmental and the guy seemed harmless.

Before he could talk himself out of doing so, Devon pulled to the shoulder of the road, rolled the window down and asked, “Where are you headed?”

The stranger smiled as he leaned in the window. “To Cincinnati, but I’m grateful to go as far as you can take me.”

Devon smiled back. “You’re in luck. I’m headed to Cincinnati as well. I’ll give you a lift.” Devon figured at least he’d have company the last leg of the drive.

A broad grin covered the man’s face. “Hey, thanks.”

* * *

“I’M DEVON, by the way,” he said to the man, who refused to look at him. Instead he preferred looking straight ahead. When the man didn’t say anything, didn’t even nod, Devon asked, “And you are?”

It was then that the man glanced over at him. “Tom.”

Devon nodded. “So, Tom, where are you from?”

The man was staring out the windshield again. “Nowhere in particular.”

Devon nodded again. “You have family in Cincinnati?”

The man glanced over at him again. “No. You?”

“No. I’m just trying to get to the airport. To catch a plane home.”

The man nodded. “And where is home for you?”

“South Carolina.”

The man stared out the window again and Devon decided to keep his eyes on the road and conversation at a minimum. So much for thinking he’d picked up a passenger who would be company for him. This man only talked when spoken to and then you had to almost pull the words out of him.

He drove for another fifteen to twenty miles when suddenly the man said, “Take the next exit.”

Devon lifted a brow. Why would the man want him to get off the interstate? And then the obvious quickly came to mind. He needed a bathroom break. “There’s nothing at the next exit if you need a bathroom break. I’ll probably need to drive till the next one.”

“No. You need to get off that exit now,” the man said with an edge to his voice.

Devon didn’t appreciate the man’s tone of voice. Who the hell did he think he was talking to? If Devon got off at the next exit, it would be to tell the ingrate to get the hell out of the car and find another way to Cincinnati.

He looked at the man to tell him just that and froze when he saw the gun pointed at him.

CHAPTER ONE
Three years later

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ASHLEY.”

Ashley smiled across the breakfast table at Emmie, Kim and Suzanne. Three women whom she considered her closest and dearest friends. She honestly didn’t know what she would have done without them for the past three years. They had been her rock and, in some cases, her sanity. Yesterday Kim and Suzanne, whom she’d known since her high school days in Topeka, Kansas, had arrived in town to celebrate her thirtieth birthday with her.

What she appreciated more than anything was that none of them ever said the words “We know just what you’re going through.” Because they didn’t. No one did. But at least they had given her their shoulders to cry on and there had been a lot of crying times.

Emmie was the only one who lived in Hardeeville. Suzanne lived in Atlanta and Kim in Dallas. “Go ahead and open your gift,” Kim was saying, smiling brightly.

Ashley smiled back. The box was wrapped so prettily, she hated untying the bow. There was no telling what these three had bought her and she decided to try to guess. “Is it something I can eat?”

Emmie laughed. “No.”

“Umm, something I can wear?”

“Nope,” Suzanne said, grinning. “Just open the darn box, and I’m telling the waiter to bring us another bottle of wine.”

“Open it, Ash, before Suzanne drinks the whole bottle by herself,” Kim said, chuckling.

“Oh, all right.” Ashley began untying the bow and used the edge of her polished fingernail to carefully ease off the wrapping paper. Inside the box and buried beneath tissue paper was an envelope with her name sprawled across it in beautiful cursive. Ashley Ryan. Sometimes her mother would suggest that she go back to using her maiden name of Hardwick, and it upset her every time—as if she could just erase those five years with Devon from her life.

She slid her fingernail along the flap to open the envelope. “Ohh, wow...”

It was a gift certificate for a two-week stay at Shelby by the Sea. She’d heard reservations at the exclusive bed-and-breakfast in Catalina Cove, a quaint shipping town an hour’s drive from New Orleans, were booked for a full year in advance.

“We’re doing a girls’ trip,” Ashley said, smiling over at them.

Suzanne shook her head. “No, it’s not a girls’ trip.”

Ashley’s forehead bunched in confusion. “It’s not?”

“No,” Kim said.

“We know how hard these past three years have been for you, Ash,” Emmie was saying in a soft voice. “And we know you have decisions you need to make about a number of things.”

Since they were her best friends, they were well aware that her mother was determined to get her back into the dating scene. Ashley was satisfied just being left alone. It seemed no one but her best friends understood that. Her mother, Imogene Hardwick, certainly didn’t. All she was concerned about was becoming a grandmother while she was young enough to enjoy her grandkids. Ashley had even overheard her mother whisper to her father that if Devon had to die at least he could have left her pregnant.

Her parents’ moving to Hardeeville from Topeka was supposed to be temporary to give their daughter support, but Ashley saw it as just the opposite and wished they would return home. At least she’d gotten them out of her house after she’d come home from work one day to find her mother had removed all the framed photographs that Ashley and Devon had taken together. That had been the last straw and she’d asked them to leave that night.

Her father had given her an appreciative nod. Although he hadn’t supported his wife’s foolishness, he was a weakling when it came to standing up to her. Instead of returning to Topeka like Ashley had hoped they would do, they had moved to an apartment across town, and three years later Imogene was still in Hardeeville, causing havoc in Ashley’s life.

Ashley studied the gift certificate. “What will I do there for two weeks by myself?”

“Definitely not what I’d do for two weeks by myself,” Suzanne said, wiggling her brows. Since Suzanne was a divorcée who swore never to marry again but to just have fun with men, they could imagine what she’d do.

Emmie rolled her eyes before giving Ashley a pointed look. “For starters, you’ll get a break from your mother.”

“True,” Ashley said, taking a sip of her coffee. Everyone chuckled since they all knew what a handful Imogene Hardwick could be.

“You can relax and enjoy yourself.” Kim smiled and then added, “Jon Paul and I went to Catalina Cove for our honeymoon and loved it. I understand the original owner died and the owner’s niece inherited it. I heard she’s kept those things that made the bed-and-breakfast unique, yet she modernized some things that you can appreciate.”

Ashley nodded. Since Kim and Jon Paul had gone there for their honeymoon, she wouldn’t be surprised if there were a number of honeymooners there. How would she feel sharing space with them when they were starting their lives together, and hers had ended the day she lost Devon on their fifth anniversary? However, Ashley knew why they were sending her there. She couldn’t grieve for Devon forever. At some point she needed to get on with her life. A life without the man she loved. But she wasn’t sure she’d ever be ready to move on and allow another man into her life.

“We know what you’re thinking, Ash, and it’s okay if you come back with the same mind-set that you have now about things. But you can’t continue to work as hard as you do,” Emmie said, reaching out and touching her arm. “You haven’t taken any time off. You can’t continue to do so without giving your body and mind a break.”

Ashley drew in a deep breath. Emmie was right. Since losing Devon, she’d thrown herself into her work. StayNTouch had become her lifeline. She had started the company with Emmie six years ago. They connected friends as most social media companies did. But they went a little further by planning periodic trips for their members; sending reminders of important events such as birthdays, weddings and reunions; and becoming a huge support group when needed. And for the past three years it had been a support for her as well.

The membership was growing by leaps and bounds with Emmie handling the day-to-day operations and Ashley handling the daily blog pieces. They were a great team that worked well together. Throwing herself into her work meant less time to dwell on her pain. But the hurt was still there when she went home to an empty house. She’d thought of selling but she couldn’t when the place contained so many memories of her and Devon’s time together.

“We want you to be happy, Ash.”

She tried smiling through the heartache she still felt. “I know, but two weeks is a long time.”

Suzanne chuckled. “If we could have gotten away with giving you a month, we would have. You need time to yourself, Ash. Away from your job, your house, your mother and those men she’s trying to shove down your throat every chance she gets.”

The latter in and of itself was enough to make her want to pack tonight and leave for two weeks. She glanced at the gift certificate and then back at her friends, smiled and asked, “So, how soon can I leave?”

* * *

RAY SULLIVAN EASED up to sit on the side of the bed and rubbed his hand down his face. The morning sun was shining bright through a slit in the blinds as he glanced at the calendar pinned to the wall. The date was June 10. Why did he feel this date should have some meaning to him?

It was days like this that he hated with a vengeance the situation he’d been in for the last three years. He was a man without a memory, and the sad thing was that he had no clue as to why or how he’d gotten in this predicament.

The only thing he remembered was waking up in a hospital room after being told he’d been in a coma for three weeks. According to the doctor, he had been found by a jogger in a wooded area severely beaten. From the depth of his injuries, specifically the condition of his hands, wrists and knuckles, he’d put up a good fight, but in the end, he’d been pistol-whipped into unconsciousness. Massive brain trauma had resulted in retrograde amnesia. In other words, he had awakened from his coma a man with no memory of his past life.

Due to the severity of his head injuries, there was a chance that he would never regain his memory. And since he hadn’t had any identifying articles on him, they couldn’t even contact the family who might be looking for him. The indentation on the third finger of his left hand led them to believe he was a married man. In fact, the doctors had told him that whoever assaulted him had almost broken Ray’s finger in forcing the ring off his hand.

He had no recollection of a wife. There was a strong possibility she believed he was dead and there was a chance after all this time she had moved on with her life. If that was the case, what was stopping him with moving on with his?

He’d asked himself that question countless times and always came back to the same answer. The last thing he wanted was to meet someone and fall in love, only to get his memory back and be in love with another woman. It wouldn’t be fair to either woman. So he’d made the decision to remain a single man with no involvements.

He had remained in the hospital three months before he’d been well enough to leave. He’d been well physically, but he doubted he would ever be well mentally again. How could he when he couldn’t remember anything...but one thing? He loved being out on the water.

That was how he’d ended up in Catalina Cove, Louisiana. One of his doctors had reached out to a college friend who owned a shipping company in the small town. He’d been given the new identity of Ray Sullivan and was hired by Chambray Seafood Unlimited Shipping Company without so much as an interview.

He had arrived a few days later in what Ray thought had to be the most breathtaking town he’d ever remembered seeing, but since he had no memory, that really hadn’t meant much. But still, he knew the job here was a godsend.

From the townsfolk, he’d learned the parcel of land the cove sat on that backed out to the gulf had been a gift to the notorious pirate Jean Lafitte, from the United States of America for his role in helping the states fight for independence from the British during the War of 1812. Some believed he wasn’t buried at sea in the Gulf of Honduras like history claimed but was buried somewhere in the waters surrounding Catalina Cove.

For years because of Lafitte’s influence, the cove had been a shipping town. It still was, which was evident by the number of fishing vessels that lined the piers in what was known as the shipping district. The Moulden River was full of trout, whiting, shrimp and oysters. Tourists would come from miles around to sample the town’s seafood, especially the oysters. Ray had been hired by Chambray to harvest all that seafood from the ocean.

The man who’d picked him up from the airport that day had been Kaegan Chambray, the owner of the company. Ray hadn’t a clue to his real birthday, only the one he’d been given before leaving the hospital, but he figured that he and Kaegan were pretty close in age.

Over the past three years Kaegan hadn’t just been his boss but had become a close friend. In fact, Kaegan and the town’s sheriff, Sawyer Grisham, were the only two people in Catalina Cove who knew about his memory loss. Everyone else assumed he was a thirty-four-year-old divorcé whom Kaegan had known prior to returning to the cove to take over his family’s shipping company.

That assumption worked in Ray’s favor, although most people—namely, the single women in town—couldn’t understand why he wasn’t interested in dating even if remarrying wasn’t on his mind. For him there was no way he could ever commit to a new life with a woman when he knew nothing about his old life. To avoid being caught in such a situation he’d decided the best thing for him was to avoid all personal involvements with women. So far that situation suited him just fine, even if it was a little lonely.

He stood and stretched, knowing that except for the loss of his memory he had a lot to be thankful for. For the past two and a half years he’d work hard for Kaegan and saved most of his earnings. With Kaegan as cosigner, two months ago Ray became the owner of Ray’s Tours, a company that offered private ocean tours around the cove.

Now he woke up every morning with a purpose and before going to bed at night he would record that day’s activities in his journal. As he headed for the bathroom he was again bothered by a niggling thought that although he didn’t have a clue why, for some reason he believed that today used to be an important one for him.

* * *

“I CAN’T BELIEVE you aren’t telling me and Dad where you’ll be for two weeks. What if an emergency comes up? What if I want to tell Elliott where you are in case he wanted to join you? What if—?”

“How dare you think you can invite a man I barely know to join me anywhere,” Ashley said, not able to control her anger as she moved around her bedroom, packing. She knew she’d made the right decision in not telling her parents where she would be for two weeks.

“Honestly, Ashley, I don’t understand why you’re getting upset. According to Elliott, the two of you have talked on the phone a couple of times.”

Ashley’s anger escalated. Elliott Booker was the latest single guy her mother was trying to shove at her. She’d met him a mere month ago when he’d conveniently shown up at her parents’ place for dinner one Sunday. Since then the man had called her a couple of times after getting her phone number from her mother.

“You turned thirty last week,” her mother was saying. “I read those magazines for today’s women and know casual affairs are the thing now for single women your age. Do you really think your friends expect you to spend two weeks alone?”

“Yes. In fact, I know they do, and do you know why?” Without waiting for her mother to respond, she said, “Because they know what I’m ready for and what I am not ready for, which is something you evidently don’t know about me, your own daughter.”

“It’s been three years, Ashley. I think it’s time for you to move on.”

“I decide when it’s time, Mom, not you or anyone else. I’ll call you after I get back. If an emergency comes up and you need to reach me, Emmie will know how to contact me. Goodbye, Mom.” She hung up the phone.

Ashley continued packing, refusing to dwell on yet another argument she’d had with her mother. Instead she wanted to think about the two weeks she would be spending in Catalina Cove doing whatever she wanted to do. And unlike what her mother thought, it wouldn’t involve a man.

Ashley twisted her wedding ring on her finger. A ring she refused to take off even after three years. She would never forget that night when instead of Devon returning home, she’d gotten a visit from her local police department after having been contacted by authorities in Cincinnati. Because of heavy rains and icy roads, the rental car Devon was driving had skidded and he’d lost control on the Langley Memorial Bridge and gone through a guardrail to plunge into the Ohio River.

Ashley had screamed so loud that her neighbors had come to see what had happened. When her parents had arrived in town the next day, Ashley was still in a state of shock. To this day she didn’t know how she’d managed to get through the following week. Traffic cameras had shown the exact moment Devon had lost control. Because of the depth of the river, they never recovered the car or Devon’s body. However, his briefcase with all his papers inside, including the anniversary card he had gotten for her, had floated to the top a couple of weeks later. It was only then that she accepted her husband was not coming back.

Deep down she, of all people, knew it was time to move on and Devon would have wanted her to do so, but she couldn’t. His clothes were still in his closet and his belongings were where he’d left them. The only person it bothered was her mother, who was ready for her to move on, but Ashley didn’t care what her mother was ready for because she wasn’t.

Ashley went into the living room and glanced around. The plants she’d managed to keep alive since Devon’s funeral would be taken care of by Emmie, who had a key to her place. Emmie would also collect her mail while she was gone. Now more than ever, Ashley was glad her mother had no idea where she was going.

She paused before going into the kitchen to gaze at the sunflower, the last one Devon had given her for their anniversary, the one that had been with all those roses. Emmie had gotten the huge sunflower freeze-dried and placed in a beautiful crystal case for her to have forever. A constant reminder of the love she and Devon had shared.

After eating dinner, Ashley put on the videos she’d been watching a lot lately. The one of her and Devon’s wedding. She also watched a video Suzanne had had made, which contained a collection of every photograph Ashley and Devon had ever taken together, set to some of their favorite songs.

An hour later after watching the videos, Ashley’s shirt was wet from her tears. She knew she couldn’t continue on this way. Maybe she should have done as the grief counselor suggested and retained a therapist to help her through the healing process. But a part of her hadn’t wanted to heal because doing so meant moving on without Devon and she wasn’t ready for that.

But maybe the two weeks she would spend at Shelby by the Sea would be a start.

CHAPTER TWO

RAY COULD ONLY shake his head at Kaegan Chambray and Sheriff Sawyer Grisham. As most mornings, the two had joined him for coffee and blueberry muffins at the Witherspoon Café, a popular eating place in town.

Sawyer’s wife, Vashti, had given birth to their son, Cutter, six months ago and already Sawyer was anticipating having another. Their oldest daughter, Jade, would be leaving for college in the fall. Since Sawyer had been away in the military during the first six months of Jade’s life, he had missed out on all the newborn baby stuff he was experiencing with Cutter.

“I hope Vashti is in agreement,” Kaegan was saying. “I’m sure that’s nothing you can spring on a woman.”

Sawyer gave them a devilish grin. Too devilish for a man who was the town’s sheriff. “I got everything under control, trust me.” He glanced over at Ray. “How have you been doing? Did you ever contact your therapist?”

Ray knew why he was asking. He’d mentioned to Kaegan and Sawyer about waking up last week on a day he felt should have meant something to him. They suggested that he call the therapist whom he’d routinely visited every six months up until the beginning of this year. Now he would contact him on an as-needed basis.

“Yes, I called Dr. Martin. He said the date probably meant something in my prior life, just like I thought.”

“Does he think that means your memory might be returning?” Kaegan asked, before biting into his blueberry muffin.

Ray shook his head. “No, he doesn’t think that,” he said, trying to keep the disappointment from his voice. “However, he did suggest that I make a note of it in my journal.”

“I hear business is going well,” Sawyer said.

Ray nodded, knowing Sawyer was intentionally changing the subject to talk about a positive in Ray’s life. He also knew where Sawyer had heard that from. Vashti owned and operated Shelby by the Sea, a bed-and-breakfast in town, and she had encouraged Ray to print brochures to place in the inn’s welcome packet. That had been a great idea and a number of his new customers were people staying at Shelby.

“Yes, it is. I’m averaging a good ten to twelve trips a day. That’s why I’m thinking of getting an additional boat.”

“You should,” Kaegan said, looking over at him, but only for a short while.

Kaegan’s attention was drawn to Bryce Witherspoon, the daughter of the owners of the café, as she appeared from the back. Bryce, who owned a real-estate office in town, often helped her parents at the café by assisting with the breakfast and dinner crowds. Bryce had also worked for a while as assistant manager at Shelby by the Sea that first year to help Vashti, who was her best friend, get things off the ground, and had remained through Vashti’s maternity leave. It hadn’t been hard to figure out that there had been something between Kaegan and Bryce a while back that obviously hadn’t ended well.

“Time for me to start the day,” Sawyer said, standing and then leaving with a nod of farewell.

Ray knew it was time for him to start the day as well, but decided to get a refill on his coffee first. He figured sooner or later Bryce would mosey over to their table.

He didn’t have long to wait when she approached their table with a smile. “Want a refill, Ray?”

He returned her smile. “I sure do, Bryce. Thanks.”

She then turned to Kaegan and Ray didn’t miss the glare that appeared in her eyes. “What about you, K-Gee?”

Ray tensed. K-Gee had been Kaegan’s nickname while growing up, and apparently when he returned to town a few years ago to take over his family’s shipping company, Kaegan had made it known that he would no longer answer to that name. He was certain Bryce had deliberately used it anyway and saw Kaegan’s jaw tighten.

“No, I don’t want a refill.”

“Fine,” Bryce all but snapped.

Ray figured this was a good time to leave before sparks started to fly more than they already were. Clearing his throat, he stood and said, “I just remembered there’s somewhere I need to be. Can I get mine to go?”

Bryce smiled at him. “Sure thing, Ray.”

When she walked off, Kaegan turned to him. “One day, do you know what I’m going to do to her?”

Ray chuckled. “No, and since you’re best friends with the sheriff, I would suggest you forget that thought. See you later.”

He decided to walk over to the counter to save Bryce the trouble of coming back to their table. That was the least he could do to keep Kaegan out of trouble.

* * *

ASHLEY GLANCED AROUND her studio bedroom at Shelby by the Sea. Her friends had really outdone themselves in sending her here and making sure her room that faced the cove was spacious and accommodating. Even with the closed windows, the sound of the ocean filled her ears.

Placing her luggage aside, she moved toward the huge picture window to appreciate the panoramic view of the gulf. Below she could also see a boardwalk that led down the marshy path to the cove. She could see herself spending a lot of her time beneath the huge gazebo reading and had brought several books with her to get her started.

She liked this place already and a deep feeling of peace and tranquility flowed through her for the first time in years. Three, to be exact. The drive from the airport had initiated those feelings. The route connecting New Orleans to Catalina Cove had been scenic to the point where she’d pulled to the shoulder of the road and sat there to stare at the giant oak trees lining both sides of the highway. Through the low-hanging branches you could see the sea marshes and the gulf. The closer you got to Catalina Cove, the highway merged from four lanes to two, and even more tall oaks were perfectly strung along the roadway, providing a countryside effect.

The first thing she noticed when she drove into town was how Catalina Cove’s downtown area was a close replica of New Orleans’s French Quarter. She couldn’t help but like the stately older homes, most of them of the French Creole style, that lined the residential streets with pristine manicured lawns.

She moved away from the window to begin unpacking. Another thing she liked was the friendliness of the owner and staff. Vashti Grisham had greeted her at the door with so much enthusiasm in her voice that Ashley had felt totally welcomed before taking one step over the threshold. The woman had explained that everyone here was on a first-name basis unless she chose otherwise. She didn’t.

Vashti had invited her down for blueberry muffins and tea once she got settled. Looking forward to that, Ashley finished unpacking.

* * *

“THANKS FOR BRINGING these here, Ray,” Vashti said as he walked through the back door of the inn. “It was nice of you to help Kaegan out.”

“No problem,” Ray said, placing the huge box into the freezer. “I don’t have another tour until three. I knew one of Kaegan’s guys was out today, so I told him I would deliver this to you.” He appreciated Vashti for teaming up with local businesses to provide goods and services to the inn. Kaegan’s company provided all the seafood she needed.

“I didn’t expect to find you in the kitchen. Where’s Ms. Livingston?” he asked about the fifty-year-old woman who was the chef at the inn.

“She went grocery shopping. We have another full house. Five more people checked in today and one of them will be here for two weeks.”

“Is there anything you need done while I’m here?”

She shook her head. “No, but thanks anyway. You’re okay?”

He knew why she was asking. Since marrying Sawyer, she’d learned the details of Ray’s memory loss. He didn’t mind and knew she would keep those details private just like Kaegan and Sawyer were doing. “I’m fine, Vashti. How’s the baby?” he asked, quickly changing the subject.

For the next ten minutes he listened while she told him how great motherhood was and shared that she wanted another baby. He was tempted to tell her Sawyer was on the same page, but figured she would find that out soon enough.

He glanced at his watch. “Time to go so I’ll be there when my three o’clock tour arrives.”

“Okay, and thanks again.”

“No problem,” Ray said, heading for the back door. “See you later.”

“Okay,” Vashti said, already moving through the swinging door of the kitchen.

His eye caught the barest glimpse of a woman coming down the stairs, and he overheard Vashti say, “You’ve settled in?”

CHAPTER THREE

ASHLEY WOKE UP bright and early the next morning, determined to make the most of her time in Catalina Cove. Breakfast would be served between eight and ten, and she figured most people wouldn’t go down to eat right at eight like she intended to do. Hopefully that would give her a few private moments to reflect.

She had enjoyed her muffins and tea with Vashti Grisham yesterday. She’d learned Vashti was married to the town’s sheriff and had given birth six months ago to a little boy. The couple also had an eighteen-year-old daughter. When Ashley had inquired why the couple had waited so long to have another child, Vashti had smiled and said it was a rather long story. Ashley had a feeling it would be a rather interesting story as well.

When Ashley had joined everyone in the dining room for dinner yesterday evening, just as she’d suspected, the majority of the people staying at Shelby by the Sea were couples. Four were there on their honeymoon, three were celebrating anniversaries, and a few others were renewing their vows. Then there was a group of five women, occupying the other studio room on the fourth floor, who were there for a girls’ trip.

Being around the couples reminded her so much of what she had lost. It also reminded her of what she’d had and how lucky she had been to have been married to Devon. She’d known before coming here that she would encounter emotions of both longings and regrets. However, what she was determined to do was dwell on the happiness she knew Devon would want her to feel. Happiness at the memories that were hers and his. Memories that would always make her smile no matter what.

Before retiring for bed last night she had checked in with Emmie, and just like she’d suspected, her mother had called, trying to get Emmie to tell her where Ashley was, but Emmie respectfully refused to do so. Thank goodness.

Ashley was looking forward to her day. This morning she would be taking a two-hour boat tour around the cove at eleven. Tomorrow she had signed up to do a tour of the city’s historical district on one of those double-decker buses. She couldn’t wait to take a tour of the mansion that had once belonged to the famous pirate Jean Lafitte. Leaving her suite, she headed down for breakfast.

* * *

“DO YOU STILL need me to take care of your eleven o’clock appointment, Ray?”

Ray glanced over at Tyler Clinton, the man he had hired to work with him at his boat tour company. Tyler had been born in Catalina Cove and had left when he joined the navy after graduating from high school. He had returned to the cove last year and had worked the night shift at the LaCroix Blueberry Plant, the largest employer in town. When Tyler got married a few months ago, he preferred working during the daytime. He had been the first one to apply for the job of Ray’s assistant and he’d been hired immediately. Ray never regretted doing so. Tyler was a hard worker, dependable and a fast learner.

Ray didn’t understand how he personally had come to know so much about boats. He often wondered if in his previous life, the one he couldn’t remember, he’d been in the navy, worked as a merchant marine or spent a lot of time in a shipyard. Then there was his love of numbers and his ability to handle finances. While employed with Kaegan, Ray had worked on the boat, working the nets to pull shrimp, fish and oysters from the ocean, until Kaegan discovered how good he’d been with numbers. It wasn’t long before he’d been offered a job inside the office. Because he much preferred being out on the ocean, he had countered Kaegan’s offer. Instead of being stuck inside the office five days a week, he would split his time out on the ocean and in the office. Kaegan had agreed to his terms and things had worked out fine until Ray had decided to go into business for himself.

“No. That conference call ended earlier than I thought it would.” Ray pulled a clipboard from the rack and scanned it. A woman by the name of Ashley Ryan had signed up for the boat tour at eleven. He checked his watch and noted he had a full hour before she arrived. “I’m going over to Smithy’s Tackle Shop to get a rod tip replacement and will be back in a minute.”

“Sure thing, Ray.”

A few minutes later Ray was standing in the checkout line behind a family of four. It was obvious the couple had no control over their two young sons under the age of five, who were horseplaying around. Already the boys had knocked over a display of tackle boxes, and from the expression on Smithy’s face, Ray could tell the man was ready to finalize their purchase and get them out the store before the kids could do any more damage.

Ray switched his gaze away from Smithy to glance out the window, and suddenly his breath was snatched from his lungs. A woman had paused on the boardwalk to read one of the markers. The first thought that came to his mind was that she was beautiful. Even with a baseball cap on her head, she looked good with shoulder-length hair and striking features on tawny brown skin.

This wasn’t the first time a woman had caught his attention. After all, he was a man, memory or no memory. However, this was the first time a woman had stirred this strong a reaction within him. A deep attraction. Sadly it was an attraction that couldn’t go anywhere.

“That’s all for you, Ray?”

Ray turned his attention back to Smithy. “Yes, that’s all,” he said, placing the rod tip kit on the counter. “Looks like you’ve been busy this morning.”

“I was. However, I’m glad that couple took their kids out the store before they caused more damage. Those kids tossed all my bits out that basket onto the floor and those people didn’t say anything.”

Ray shook his head. “I noticed.”

“I don’t know why some people don’t make their kids behave. If one of mine had acted that way when they were young, I would have taken a strap to them.”

Ray knew Smithy’s kids, a boy and a girl, who were in high school. They worked with him at the tackle shop on the weekends and both seemed to be good kids. Very respectful to adults.

A short while later he left the tackle shop and was headed back across the walkway to the docks. He glanced ahead and saw the woman. The one he’d noticed earlier. At that moment he saw something else. Those two kids had gotten away from their parents and were running ahead, tearing through the crowd, not caring who or what was in their way. Up ahead was a group of teens headed toward them on skateboards. In order to avoid hitting the kids they would have to swerve to the right. If they went to the left they would crash into one of the buildings. To go right meant colliding with a woman who had paused at the edge of the boardwalk—the section not protected by a railing—to look down into the water.

He knew what was about to happen and shouted, “Hey, lady, look out!”

Instead of getting out the way, she snapped her head around and looked at him just seconds before the group of boys on skateboards tore past her like a mighty whirling tornado, causing her to lose her balance and tumble into the ocean waters.

Not knowing whether she could swim, Ray raced to where the woman had fallen in. He glanced down to search the waters and didn’t see her anywhere. Tossing aside the bag from Smithy’s, he kicked off his shoes, snatched his T-shirt over his head and tossed his cell phone on top of the pile, before diving into the water after her.

* * *

IS THIS WHAT dying feels like?

The cold water surrounded Ashley, pulling her deep. Still too stunned by the apparition of her husband, she made no move to reach for the surface. And he’d called out to her. She wasn’t sure what he’d said but hearing the sound of Devon’s voice was what had made her turn. She’d looked right into his face just seconds before losing her balance to tumble into the rough waters. Was she meant to take her last breath under water like he’d done?

Suddenly she felt someone catch her around the waist to tug her back to the surface. Why was she being saved when she was supposed to die this way? If she wasn’t supposed to die this way, then why had she seen Devon?

Ashley felt her body being turned and she realized she was no longer under the water but was on her back with the sun shining down bright on her face. She felt herself gliding through the water and then being tugged out of it.

Unable to open her eyes, she felt a hard surface at her back. She heard someone shout that help had been called just moments before warm lips were placed over her mouth while someone was pinching her nose and breathing air into her lungs.

And then she heard that voice again. Devon’s voice. He sounded angry and he was demanding her to breathe. If she began breathing, did that mean she would be joining him, wherever he was? She tried opening her eyes but couldn’t. It was as if something heavy was weighing her eyelids down. Nor could she breathe like Devon wanted her to do. Her body felt full, tight, almost lifeless. Then suddenly warm lips were placed over hers again, and she immediately recognized them as Devon’s lips. And he was pinching her nose again while forcing deep gulps of his breath into her lungs.

* * *

“BREATHE, DAMMIT,” RAY demanded as he repeated the process, attempting to force air past any blockage in the woman’s passageway and lungs. He then put his ear near her mouth while watching her chest for any sign of breathing.

He didn’t see any movement and quickly began the process again, ignoring the crowd that had gathered around them. After a few more tries, Ray was relieved when the woman began coughing up water and then breathing.

The crowd of people around them cheered. Thank God, he thought. Obviously she couldn’t swim because she hadn’t put up a fight against the water. He prayed that help arrived soon. Catalina Cove had one fire department and a hospital.

The woman stopped coughing and slowly opened her eyes and stared at him. She then tried moving her mouth. “Don’t try talking, ma’am. Help is on the way.”

Ray noticed the woman was looking at him strangely. “You fell into the water,” he said, not sure if she was confused about what had happened.

She kept looking at him and he figured the woman was in shock. It was understandable if she was. Although she hadn’t been in the water that long, she’d managed to get a lot of water in her lungs. He glanced around. The skateboarders were there with petrified looks on their faces, but the couple with those misbehaving kids was nowhere to be found. Go figure.

He glanced back down at the woman who was still staring at him. He had checked her head earlier and hadn’t seen where she might have hit it, but still, she needed medical help. What was taking the paramedics so long to get here?

Ray studied the features looking back at him. Even after her ordeal in the water she was totally wet but still beautiful. He saw the wedding ring on her finger. She wasn’t anyone from the cove, he was certain of it, and figured she was probably a visitor in town. Was her husband in the cove with her?

“Coming through!”

He heard the paramedics. Great! They were finally there. “What happened?” one of the paramedics asked, although Ray thought it was pretty damn obvious.

“A couple of kids racing around on the boardwalk caused the skateboarders to swerve to avoid hitting them. Made this woman lose her balance and tumble into the water. I dived in and pulled her out—she wasn’t in the water long,” he said, making a move to get out the way to let the paramedics take over.

The woman grabbed hold of his arm. “Don’t go,” she whispered in a hoarse, barely audible voice.

He looked down on the hand holding his arm and then gazed back at her. “Is there someone I can call, ma’am? Your husband?”

He saw something flash in her eyes, and instead of answering, she said with choppy breath, “Please. Don’t go.”

He figured she was still in some semblance of shock. Instead of disengaging her hand from his arm, he shifted positions where the paramedics could check on her without being in their way. Even when they pulled her up in a sitting position, she held tight to his arm and continued to stare at him.

“Ma’am,” one of the paramedics said. “Do you know who you are?”

Without taking her gaze off Ray, the woman nodded a slow affirmative before saying in a hoarse voice, “Ashley Ryan.”

Ray heard her and immediately remembered the name. Ashley Ryan was on his log to take the boat tour at eleven. He also knew she’d been one of Vashti’s referrals, which meant she was staying at Shelby by the Sea.

“Ma’am, is there someone here in the cove with you? Someone we should call? Your husband?” the paramedic asked.

She shook her head no.

Ray wondered why she was still staring at him that way.

“As a precaution, we need to take you to the hospital so they can check you over.”

She finally broke eye contact with Ray to look at the paramedic and then shook her head furiously. “No hospital,” she said, forcing the words out in a breathless rush.

“You do need to let them take you to the hospital, ma’am,” Ray decided to speak up and say.

She switched her gaze from the paramedic and back to him. Tightening her grip on his arm, in a low voice she asked, “You’ll go with me? Please.”

Ray was surprised by her question and hesitated a minute before saying, “Yes, I’ll go to the hospital with you.”

Satisfied, she released his arm.

“Here’s your shirt, Ray.”

“Thanks.” Someone handed him his T-shirt and he turned to put it on. Then someone else handed him his shoes and cell phone. He stood and got out the paramedics’ way, keeping his eyes on the woman whose eyes were now closed.

He pulled out his cell phone, called Shelby by the Sea and told Vashti what had happened. He then called Tyler to tell him what had happened as well and to handle things with the tours because Ray was on his way to the hospital with the woman who’d been their eleven o’clock customer.

CHAPTER FOUR

ASHLEY HEARD THE movements just seconds before she heard the voices, a masculine voice and then a feminine one.

“How is she, Nurse Corker?”

“Resting comfortably, Dr. Frazier.”

She then heard papers shifting right before the masculine voice asked, “I understand she was pulled from the water unresponsive.”

“Yes, and after several attempts she was revived.”

Then the room got quiet again as if the doctor and the nurse had left. Ashley wasn’t sure the amount of time that had passed before she knew the two people had returned. She wanted to open her eyes but couldn’t find the strength to do so just yet. Then suddenly what had been said earlier came back to her, nearly shocking her brain in the process.

She recalled Devon’s voice telling her to look out. Then she’d seen him just seconds before she’d lost her balance to tumble into the murky waters of the cove. Devon’s ghost had been a sign that her life was about to end, and that her husband had come for her to join him. Ashley had discovered she was fine with that because all she’d done for the past three years was grieve his death.

Then suddenly she’d gotten pulled out the water and the man who’d saved her had been Devon. She remembered and knew for a fact she hadn’t been hallucinating. Devon had come back from the dead and was walking among the living. Suddenly she felt a pain in her head at the thought of something so preposterous.

“Ms. Ryan, I’m Dr. Frazier. Can you hear me?”

Ashley slowly opened her eyes and was nearly blinded by the brightness of the hospital lights. She quickly closed her eyes, and when she reopened them it was to stare into the face of the man towering over her.

“Ms. Ryan, can you hear me?”

She forced her mouth to move. “Yes.”

“Do you know where you are?” Dr. Frazier asked her.

“Yes.”

But her mind was still on Devon. He was alive.

After being revived on the boardwalk, she’d opened her eyes and looked into his face, and she knew it wasn’t the trauma of hitting the water. When he’d put on his T-shirt, she’d seen his tattoo—the word sunflower written in script by his shoulder blade. Instead of the word, she had a design of a sunflower on her hip. Seeing that tattoo had been the confirmation she hadn’t been hallucinating.

So why hadn’t he recognized her when she clearly recognized him? Granted, he had a beard, looked a bit more rugged, his nose looked like it had gotten broken, and because his skin had darkened some, it was apparent he spent more time out in the sun. But she would recognize her husband anywhere. In fact, all those changes in his features made him even more handsome. Nothing could erase those gorgeous bedroom brown eyes, the sensual shape of his mouth and the deep, husky tenor of his voice.

“Ms. Ryan?”

The concerned look in the doctor’s eyes gave her pause and she knew she needed to pay attention to whatever the doctor was asking her. “Could you repeat that?” she asked him.

He nodded. “Do you remember falling into the water off the boardwalk?”

“Yes, I remember.”

“Do you remember being revived?”

“Yes.” She definitely remembered that part and had known the exact moment Devon had placed his mouth over hers to force air into her lungs.

“You were pulled from the water unresponsive. The man who rescued you is Ray Sullivan. He owns the boat touring company here, Ray’s Tours.”

Ray’s Tours? That was where she’d been headed for a two-hour tour around the cove. She didn’t care what the man called himself, she was convinced he was Devon. “Where did he come from?”

Dr. Frazier lifted a brow. “Who? Ray?”

When she nodded, he said, “Lucky for you, he was on the boardwalk and went into action the moment he saw you fall in the water.”

Ashley let out a frustrated breath. That wasn’t an answer to the question she’d asked. Before she could rephrase the question, the doctor said, “I’m admitting you overnight and if you do okay you can leave tomorrow.”

Her brows shot up. “Tomorrow?”

“Yes. Because of the amount of water that got into your lungs, we need to observe you for the next twenty-four hours.”

She swallowed. “I need to see him. Ray Sullivan.”

The doctor smiled. “You can thank him for saving your life later. Right now I need to get you over to the radiology department for a chest X-ray. Afterward, you will be assigned to a room.”

Before she could say anything else, the doctor was gone, leaving her with the nurse, who smiled over at her. “Hi. I’m Paula Corker. I need to take your vitals.”

Ashley nodded and then said, “I want to see the man called Ray Sullivan.”

The nurse, who looked to be in her midtwenties, gave her a dreamy look, grinned and said, “Hey, don’t we all? There’s a slew of women who would have loved to have gotten rescued by him. But on a serious note, he’s really concerned about you. Last time I looked he was still in the waiting room, awaiting word on your condition.”

Devon was still at the hospital? Would he try to explain why he’d faked his death? Why he was pretending not to know her? The shock of seeing him hadn’t completely worn off but she was trying to deal with it as best she could without getting hysterical.

“Your pressure is up a little,” the nurse said after taking her blood pressure.

That was no surprise there, Ashley thought, not knowing how to stay calm while dealing with the magnitude of emotions she felt. Happiness, confusion, anger and shock. She then asked the nurse the same question she’d asked the doctor earlier, hoping for a different response. “Where did he come from?”

Paula glanced over at her. “Ray?”

Ashley nodded.

“Like Dr. Frazier told you,” Paula said, checking her pulse. “He was on the boardwalk and saw you fall in, and it’s a good thing he did. For years we’ve tried to get the mayor to put a rail up. You might want to sue. That would get their attention. You being a tourist and all.”

Ashley didn’t want to sue. What she wanted was answers, and she decided to rephrase her question. “Has he always lived in the cove?”

The perky nurse scrunched up her forehead as if she was in deep thought trying to remember. “Umm, Ray moved here a little over three years ago. Not sure where he came from but he’s good friends with Kaegan Chambray, who owns the shipping company here. I think they were military buddies. Ray’s also good friends with Sheriff Grisham.”

Ashley didn’t say anything for a minute, and then she asked, “Is he married?” She hadn’t even looked at his ring finger.

“No, he’s divorced, but just a little warning. I wouldn’t get my hopes up about him if I were you, no matter how much concern he’s showing toward you.”

“Why would you say that?”

“Because Ray’s a loner and doesn’t date. Trust me, a number of women have tried seducing him, and they have all failed,” Paula said, grinning.

Ashley wondered if Paula was one of those women, and as if Paula read her mind, she said, “It’s a good thing I married Alan right out of high school. My hubby is the love of my life, so I was never caught up in all the single ladies vying for Ray’s attention. Right now, he and Kaegan are the two most eligible bachelors in town, now that the sheriff has gotten married.”

Paula lowered her voice to a whispered tone and said, “Personally, I think Ray Sullivan is still pining over his wife. Otherwise, why wouldn’t he get involved with another woman? He must have loved her a lot.”

Not if he was trying to pretend she didn’t exist. It didn’t make any sense. Ashley was about to say something when a tall, gangly guy arrived.

“I came to wheel her up for her chest X-ray,” he said.

“Good timing, Charles,” Paula said.

* * *

“HOW IS SHE, RAY?”

Ray glanced up as Vashti rushed in with Sheriff Grisham by her side. “She’s being seen by the ER doctor now. I told Ms. Ryan that I would come here with her and I didn’t want to leave until she knows that I kept my word. She indicated to the paramedics that her husband isn’t here in the cove with her. Did she fill out any papers referencing how to contact him in case of an emergency?”

“She told me her husband died a few years ago in a car accident,” Vashti said sadly.

“Oh,” Ray said, nodding his head. “I guess they assumed she was still married since she’s still wearing a wedding band.”

“It’s a good thing you were there,” Sawyer said. “From the stories I’m hearing, she nearly drowned. Word is spreading fast around town how you jumped in to save her.”

Vashti shook her head. “Ashley Ryan can swim, so I don’t understand why she didn’t.”

Sawyer glanced over at his wife. “What makes you think she can swim?”

“She told me yesterday, when we talked while having tea and muffins. She couldn’t wait to take a swim in the gulf and said she was once the captain of her swim team in college.” She then turned to Ray. “Are you sure she didn’t hit her head and pass out or something?”

“I didn’t see any sort of injury, but then, I didn’t check her all over.”

“I did and there’s no head injury.” They turned and saw Dr. Frazier approach.

“How is she, Gil?” Vashti rushed to ask. Vashti and Dr. Gil Frazier had been born in Catalina Cove and attended school together. He had moved back to town last year to be closer to his aging parents.

“Ms. Ryan appears okay, but I’m keeping her overnight for observation. She did consume a lot of water into her lungs. I heard what you guys said about her ability to swim. The reason she didn’t could be attributed to a number of reasons. The first one could be the shock of falling into the water. That section has the coldest temperatures. I’m glad you’re an excellent swimmer, Ray. Otherwise, we could have lost you both.”

Ray didn’t say anything as he remembered jumping into the water. Gil was right—the water had been freezing cold. But he’d ignored the temperature, determined to pull Ashley Ryan out.

“So she’s alert?” Sawyer asked Gil, intruding into Ray’s thoughts.

“Yes, and she asked about you, Ray,” Gil said, smiling. “I figured you would be the one person she remembers because you saved her life. I believe she wants to thank you. And don’t be surprised if she’s feeling a high degree of hero worship about now.”

“That’s not necessary,” Ray said, filled with embarrassed discomfort. “I’m just glad the woman is okay.”

“It will be necessary to her,” Gil said. “It happens, trust me. It’s a normal psychological occurrence after a lifesaving incident such as this. I’ve seen it before.”

Well, Ray hoped that wasn’t the case with her because he didn’t want anyone to think of him as a hero. He’d done what anyone else would have under the circumstances. “Is there any way I can see her before I leave?” he asked. He’d made a promise to her that he would come to the hospital with her and he wanted to let her know he’d kept that promise. He didn’t want to question why such a thing was important.

“She’s being taken up for X-rays, but I should have her in a room in thirty minutes if you can wait awhile.”

Ray felt his chest tighten. Gil had just given him the perfect excuse to leave. All he had to say was that he couldn’t wait because he had a business to run. Gil could let Ms. Ryan know he’d been there. But for some reason that wouldn’t suffice for him. He wanted to see for himself that she was all right. But more than that, he’d seen the haunted look in her eyes. The look of someone regaining consciousness to discover they’d come close to death. He’d experienced such a thing. “I can wait.”

CHAPTER FIVE

ASHLEY GLANCED AROUND her hospital room and thought it was pretty. Sterile looking but pretty just the same. Instead of blinds there were fluffy white curtains, and instead of the plain white blanket on the bed, hers was a bright yellow that matched the throw rug and hospital robe draped across her bed.

She’d only been in Catalina Cove a couple of days but it was easy to tell everyone ran a pretty clean and neat operation, and the hospital was no exception. Even when she’d been wheeled to radiology, she had expected an hour wait time. But they had seen her the moment she’d arrived.

More than anything, she wanted to call Emmie and tell her what had happened. Every single detail, especially about Devon. She doubted Emmie was going to believe her since Ashley had a hard time believing it herself.

Ashley hadn’t seen Paula anymore. It had taken every ounce of control Ashley had not to tell the woman that his name was Devon Ryan and not Ray Sullivan and that the man was her husband and not some stranger.

Ashley drew in a deep breath, thinking how weird all that sounded. But she was convinced it was true. But what if it wasn’t? What if the man she thought was Devon really wasn’t and she’d only been hallucinating after all? She had experienced quite a bit of trauma, which could account for her thinking that...

No! Ashley refused to let her mind play crazy tricks on her. But what if it had been playing tricks on her all along? What she thought she saw didn’t make sense. Her dead husband saving her life. She closed her eyes for a second, trying to calm her racing heart. No matter what, until she saw this man named Ray Sullivan again, she was sticking to what she believed.

There was a knock on her hospital door. Her heart began pounding even faster since to her way of thinking, the sound had been too hard to be made by a female’s hand. Drawing in a deep breath, she said, “Come in.”

The door opened and in walked a tall man wearing the badge of the law with Vashti by his side. Ashley knew, although they hadn’t met yet, the man was Vashti Grisham’s husband. The sheriff.

Vashti rushed over to the bed. “You’re okay?”

Ashley nodded, glad to see a familiar face. “Yes, I’m fine.”

Vashti then introduced the man at her side. “This is my husband, Sawyer. Sawyer, this is Ashley Ryan.”

Sawyer offered his hand and she took it. “Nice meeting you,” she said.

“Same here. I just hate it’s under these circumstances,” Sawyer said, smiling grimly. “I’m glad you’re okay.”

“Thanks.” Ashley thought Sawyer was a handsome man and that he and Vashti made a striking couple.

She then recalled what Paula had said earlier. The man standing by her bed was one of Ray Sullivan’s close friends. How much did he know about Devon? He was the sheriff. Could she ask him? No, she wouldn’t ask anyone anything else until she got a chance to talk to Devon herself. If he didn’t show up at the hospital, then she would seek him out the minute she was discharged.

“I got your purse, Ashley,” Vashti was saying. “Unfortunately, your cell phone got wet and can’t be used. Is there anyone you want me to call for you?”

Ashley knew that more than anything she wanted to call Emmie, Kim and Suzanne, but she couldn’t do it now. “No, thanks. That’s not necessary, but if you don’t mind, could you go to my room and bring me some clothes that I can wear when I get released from here tomorrow?”

“Of course I can.”

Ashley thought of something else. “And I left my rental car parked near the marina. I’m sure I’ve gotten a parking fine by now.”

“You don’t have to worry about it,” the sheriff said. “I will void it under the circumstances.”

“Thanks.”

“And I’ll make sure the car is taken care of,” he added.

“I appreciate that.”

Vashti glanced at her watch. “We need to go, but I will be back in the morning with your clothes.”

“Thanks.”

Ashley wanted to ask if Devon was still at the hospital but discovered she didn’t have to when Vashti said, “The man who pulled you from the water, Ray Sullivan, had to place a call. But he’ll be in to see you after.”

A few moments later the couple left, closing the door behind them. Ashley glanced out the hospital window, anticipation building inside her at the thought that she’d be seeing Devon again soon.

She recapped in her mind all that had happened since leaving Shelby by the Sea to make her eleven o’clock appointment with Ray’s Tours. Even if their paths hadn’t crossed when she fell into the water, Devon and she would have eventually encountered each other when she showed up for the cruise around the cove. What were the chances of her coming here and seeing her husband, who’d supposedly died almost three years ago? The odds were too far-fetched to be real.

But it was real. And what was even crazier was that the reason she’d come here in the first place was to finally get the strength and peace of mind to move on.

Now her mind filled with memories of her three years of courtship and five years of marriage with Devon. At some point she began feeling tired. She closed her eyes, deciding to rest for just a minute.

* * *

SHE WAS SLEEPING.

Ray knew he should leave, but for some reason he couldn’t. Rubbing a hand down his face, he wondered what the hell was wrong with him. The only excuse he could come up with was that he’d come close to watching this woman die today, and he felt a desperate need to know she was truly okay.

Fear, greater than anything he’d ever felt before, had gripped him when she hadn’t responded and then the sense of rippling relief he felt when she finally had... It was a feeling he doubted he would ever forget. And then when she’d opened her eyes and looked at him—stared at him, really—there was something about the look in her eyes that he recognized. The stare of a person realizing how close they’d come to dying. It was probably the same look he’d given the nurse when Ray had awakened after coming out of a three-week coma. Only difference was that she was able to identify herself.

But still, he knew the feeling. He knew how it felt to be at someone’s mercy. To believe that you owed your life to another person. He hadn’t wanted the feeling for himself and he didn’t want it for her. Definitely not her.

Those eyes that had stared at him had almost looked into his soul and he’d felt a bond between two people whose lives had been saved but in different ways. She didn’t know him and he didn’t know her, but what he did know was that at that moment in time, he had felt an affinity to her. Based on fear, vulnerability, unsettling consciousness or otherwise, it didn’t matter. The connection was there whether he wanted it or not. That was why he was here. Nothing more. Nothing less. Nothing personal.

Although he would admit to a keen sense of awareness of the woman sleeping in that hospital bed. A degree he didn’t want to feel.

He needed to remedy that and the only way he could was to ease her vulnerability. In easing hers, he would be doing the same with his own.

Ray shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans as he glanced around. He appreciated Kaegan for dropping off a dry pair of jeans at the hospital for him. Walking around in wet clothes had been uncomfortable as hell, but he had refused to leave even for a moment.

Drawing in a deep breath, he sat down in the chair. If Ms. Ryan didn’t wake up within the next hour, he would leave. Visiting hours would be over anyway. He would leave her a note that he had been there and that would be it.

At least, he hoped so.

* * *

ASHLEY SLOWLY OPENED her eyes and immediately felt another presence in the room. She moved her head and saw him. He was there, sitting in a chair on the opposite side of the room, and his gaze was fixed on her. Wordlessly, she stared back.

He was staring at her with intense dark eyes, and she maybe had been imagining it, but she was certain that she could feel the impact of his gaze in every part of her body. It suddenly occurred to her that although he was staring at her, it wasn’t with any kind of recognition but rather with a fascination he was trying hard not to show but was a little too pronounced not to do so.

She knew her husband and the one thing he’d never been able to hide, even from the first, was his interest in her. But now that interest was not as the woman who’d been his wife, but as a woman he was concerned about and, yes, also attracted to.

At that moment it occurred to her that Devon was not acting. He honestly didn’t know who she was and that could mean only one thing. Devon didn’t know her because he had somehow lost his memory. The thought of something like that happening seemed so ludicrous, but what other possible reason could there be? Still, she felt the need to test her theory.

“Ray Sullivan?”

He smiled as he stood from the chair to approach her. “I’m surprised you remembered.”

“How could I forget the man who saved my life?” she said, forcing a smile. “Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me. I’m just glad that I was there at the time.”

“I’m glad you were, too.”

“I was hoping you would wake up before I left, Ms. Ryan,” he said in that deep, husky voice that always had the ability to make her pulse soar. Devon’s voice, looks and build had always been turn-ons for her. It seemed they still were. There was nothing average about his looks. Her husband was a very handsome man. And no matter what, as far as she was concerned, he was still her husband. Whether he knew it or not.

She felt totally at a loss and she didn’t want to feel that way. She should be overjoyed and inwardly she was. However, there were a number of questions that only he could provide the answers to. Or could he, when it was obvious he couldn’t remember anything? He couldn’t remember her?

“Well, I’ll be seeing you.”

“Wait!” she said, not wanting him to leave yet. There were so many questions she wanted to ask. So many answers she wanted to demand of him. Then she wanted to scream her joy. Cry her relief. Throw herself in his arms and make him remember her. Force him to do so, but she held back because all it took was for her to remember that incident with Carolyn Jacobs.

Carolyn Jacobs had been a member of their swimming team at Harvard. While home on spring break, she had jumped into a friend’s pool and somehow hit her head, resulting in memory loss. The doctors had warned Carolyn’s parents that the worst thing they could do to a person with amnesia was to try to force their memory back on them.

As much as Ashley wanted to tell Devon who she was and who and what he was to her, she couldn’t. At least not until she found out how Devon hadn’t died when the car he’d driven had gone off that bridge. Someone had to know something about what had happened and how he’d ended up in Catalina Cove.

What had Paula Corker told her about Devon being good friends with Sheriff Grisham and someone name Kaegan Chambray? She had met the sheriff earlier when he and Vashti had dropped by her hospital room. He was a man of the law. Of course, when she told him her true relationship to Devon, that the man who’d saved her life wasn’t just a Good Samaritan, but her husband, it would be hard for anyone to believe, but it was the truth.

“Yes, Ms. Ryan?”

“Please call me Ashley.”

He nodded. “Okay, Ashley.” His face softened a little and her heart began pounding when he said her name, just the way he’d always pronounced it. In a way that could get her blood stirring.

“I need to know everything that happened. From the beginning.”

He nodded again, and then he pulled the chair closer to the bed, and she became filled with so much joy, she could weep. She wanted to touch him, hug him, kiss him and make love to him. More than anything, she wanted him to remember she was his woman like he was her man.

She watched him ease down in the chair and bit down on her lower lip to keep from moaning out loud. Why did he have to look so good? Why was the way his jeans tightened across masculine thighs such a turn-on to her?

He began talking and the sound of his voice comforted her, made her believe in miracles and in the power of prayers. She had been given another chance with her husband, and it didn’t matter what he was calling himself now—she would take that second chance.

Every so often she would interrupt his narrative to ask him a question or to get him to clarify something he’d said. It didn’t matter one iota if he thought the near-drowning incident had fogged up her brain’s ability to comprehend. The bottom line was she wasn’t ready for him to go. She wanted to ask him questions about himself but knew she couldn’t risk him getting suspicious.

He glanced at his watch. “Visiting hours ended a while ago,” he said, standing.

Ashley had to tilt her head back to look at him. More than anything, she wanted to ask him when she could see him again, but there was no way she could do so without it sounding like a come-on.

An idea then popped into her head. “I was on my way to take a tour around the cove on your boat.”

He nodded, holding her gaze. “Yes, I know. I recognized your name.”

Hope sprang to life inside of her. Had seeing her name triggered something in his mind? “You recognized my name?”

“Yes. Earlier I’d gone over the day’s tour log and saw your name. When you gave it to the paramedics, I remembered it.”

Ashley tried not to let disappointment settle around her heart. “I hope I can reschedule,” she said, pasting a smile to her face.

“No reason you shouldn’t. Just let Vashti know and she can arrange it. Either me or my assistant, Tyler Clinton, will be able to take you.”

Only someone as close to him as she was could realize what he was doing. According to what the nurse had told her, he hadn’t shown interest in any of the women in Catalina Cove, yet he was showing interest in her whether he wanted to or not.

If it was his intent to pass her over to his assistant, that wasn’t acceptable. He would find that out soon enough. “I will.”

“Goodbye, Ashley.”

He hadn’t said “I’ll be seeing you later” but he’d said “Goodbye,” which sounded so final. She fought back the wave of disappointment she felt. “Goodbye.” She couldn’t call him Devon and she refused to call him Ray. At least, not right now.

He turned and left without looking back. She didn’t want to cry but she did so anyway. She was overwhelmed and distraught at the same time. Her husband was back and that should be the only thing that mattered. But he didn’t know her and for her that realization hurt more than anything, more than almost dying.

CHAPTER SIX

“MORNING.”

Kaegan and Sawyer glanced up when Ray slid into the booth with them. “Morning,” they greeted him simultaneously.

“Did you get to see Ms. Ryan before visiting hours ended yesterday?” Sawyer asked, taking a sip of his coffee.

“Yes, I saw her,” Ray said, and appreciated when Bryce Witherspoon appeared with a cup of coffee just the way he liked it. “Thanks, Bryce.”

“You’re welcome, Ray.”

Out of habit he glanced at Kaegan and watched how his gaze was on Bryce when she refilled Kaegan’s and Sawyer’s cups. The two men thanked her but it was only Sawyer whom she acknowledged by name. Her usual slight didn’t appear to bother Kaegan. Ray figured chances were he was pretty used to it by now.

“You’re quiet, Ray.”

“Is that a crime, Sheriff?”

Sawyer chuckled. “No. In fact, I wish Jade would practice it sometime.”

Ray couldn’t help but grin. Jade was Sawyer and Vashti’s teenage daughter. She was in her last year of high school with plans to attend college somewhere in Nevada in the fall. At least, according to Sawyer that was the plan now, but it could change.

“You’ve taken my position as town hero,” Kaegan said, causing them to remember how Kaegan had raced into a burning house last winter to save an old man who’d fallen asleep while smoking. “Everyone is talking about how you jumped into the ocean to save that woman. According to old lady Kitty Barnwell, you stripped naked before you dived in.”

Ray rolled his eyes. The one thing that amazed him about Catalina Cove was how fast news traveled and usually how inaccurate. People liked to embellish details, and it was always the older residents doing it more so than the young. “I didn’t strip naked. Didn’t come close. I took off my T-shirt and shoes. Since you brought me a dry pair of jeans to the hospital yesterday to put on, then you know I kept my pants on, Kaegan.”

Kaegan shrugged. “Just telling you the story that’s out there, and since it’s Ms. Kitty who’s putting it out, it’s going to get around quickly.”

With little credibility, Ray hoped. “Whatever.” He glanced over at Sawyer. “Tell me what you know about Ashley Ryan.”

The lifting of Sawyer’s brow denoted his surprise and Ray knew why. In the three years he’d known Sawyer, Ray had never asked the man any specifics about a woman before. “What makes you think I know anything?”

Ray rolled his eyes. “You’re the sheriff, for starters, and then you’re married to Vashti, who has befriended the woman.”

Sawyer smiled. “Vashti befriends anyone who stays at Shelby by the Sea.” He paused a moment and asked, “What do you want to know, Ray?”

Ray took another sip of his coffee and waited until after Bryce delivered a plate of hot blueberry muffins and left before saying, “She’s wearing a wedding ring. However, according to Vashti, she’s a widow and her husband died a few years back in a car accident.”

Sawyer nodded before biting into a hot muffin. After chewing a minute, he said, “Obviously, she hasn’t fully gotten over her grief and still wears her rings. No crime in that.”

* * *

RAY DIDN’T SAY ANYTHING. If that was true, why had he felt her interest in him? He could say the reaction was mutual because he’d felt it in the way she had looked at him, which was the basically the same way he’d looked at her. But the attraction wouldn’t last.

As far as he knew, he’d never saved anyone’s life before, and maybe the way he was feeling, a sense of attachment, was merely a normal reaction and vice versa.

“Where is she from?” Ray asked.

Both Kaegan and Sawyer stared at him and then Kaegan asked, “Are you interested in her?”

Ray shook his head. “No. I can’t be interested in any woman—you know that.”

“Only because you won’t allow yourself to be,” Kaegan countered.

“Only because I can’t” was his response.

“She’s from South Carolina. Not sure of the city,” Sawyer said, then paused and asked, “Any reason you didn’t ask her any of these questions when you saw her?”

Ray shrugged. “I didn’t want to tire her out. She’d been through enough.”

“So what did the two of you talk about?” Kaegan asked curiously.

Ray took a sip of his coffee. “She wanted details of exactly what happened. I guess she didn’t remember much of it.”

Sawyer nodded. “That makes sense. Most victims can’t remember details of trauma.”

Ray, of all people, knew that. “She’s pretty.”

Why he’d said that, he wasn’t sure. But it was the truth. Ashley Ryan was pretty. He had first noticed her while in Smithy’s Tackle Shop. When he saw Kaegan and Sawyer staring at him, he said, “I didn’t mean anything by that. It’s just an observation.”

“Don’t offer any explanations, Ray. Memory or no memory, you’re still a man. And there are times when men want things they know just aren’t good for them.”

Ray noticed Kaegan was staring across the café at Bryce Witherspoon, who was serving another customer.

“Ms. Ryan is going to be in town for two weeks,” Sawyer said.

Ray took a sip of his coffee. “Is she?”

“Yes. Just in case you want to know.”

Ray shrugged. “I shouldn’t want to.”

“But you do,” Kaegan said, grinning. “Like Sawyer said, you’re a man. Glad to know you’re not really made of stone where women are concerned.”

Ray lifted a brow. “You thought I was?”

Kaegan chuckled. “Sometimes I wondered. I’ve seen some real nice-looking women flirt with you and I’ve watched your lack of interest.”

Ray lifted a brow. “Hmm, I’ve seen you act the same way, Kaegan.” There, he’d called his friend out. It was obvious whether Kaegan wanted to admit it or not, and regardless of what might have happened between Kaegan and Bryce years ago, Kaegan still had the hots for her.

“Anyone want a refill?”

Ray glanced up and Bryce was at their table. “No, I’m fine,” he said.

Sawyer wanted a refill. Kaegan didn’t say anything. He wouldn’t even look at her, but then watched her walk off.

“Time for me to go,” Ray said, placing enough money on the table for his coffee, muffins and a tip.

“I understand Ms. Ryan was on her way to take a tour on your boat when the accident happened,” Sawyer said.

Ray nodded.

“Think she’ll reschedule?” Kaegan asked.

“Not sure,” Ray said.

“Don’t be surprised if she doesn’t. She might not want to go anywhere near a lot of water for a while,” Sawyer said.

That might be true but for some reason Ray wanted to believe Ashley Ryan was a fighter and would not let what happened yesterday defeat her. “If she does, fine, and if she doesn’t, that’s fine, too.” He stood. “I’ll see you guys later. And, Kaegan, my last tour is around two. I’ll stop by your place to see if you need an extra man on one of your boats.”

Kaegan smiled. “Thanks. I’d appreciate it if you do. I have a big order that’s going to New Orleans. One of the hotels in the French Quarter is hosting a huge convention of seafood lovers. They’ve asked for four times their usual order.”

“Then I’ll make it my business to drop by and help. See you guys later.”

* * *

“THANKS FOR EVERYTHING you’ve done, Vashti,” Ashley said when they drove up the long driveway to Shelby by the Sea. The doctor had discharged her that morning and Vashti had arrived with her clothes and everything she needed to leave the hospital.

“You’re welcome. I’m glad you’re okay and hope you’ll get some rest today.”

Ashley knew there was no way she could do that. She had too much to do and she had to hit the ground running. First, she needed to replace her mobile phone and then call Emmie, Suzanne and Kim and tell them about Devon. They would think she was crazy, but no matter what it took, she had to convince them she wasn’t insane. Then she needed to make sure they didn’t converge on Catalina Cove. The situation with Devon was one she had to handle on her own. She would need their support but not their interference.

“I need to get a new phone,” she said as she followed Vashti through the door.

“Done,” Vashti said, smiling over at her and reaching into the pocket of her jeans to bring out a phone. “Here’s your new phone.”

Ashley’s brows shot up. “Thanks,” she said, accepting the phone. “But how could you get it without me?”

Vashti chuckled. “I couldn’t but Sawyer could. Being sheriff comes with certain privileges.”

“And I’m forever grateful,” Ashley said, slipping the phone into the back pocket of her jeans.

Vashti grinned. “However, Sawyer drew the line about replacing your purse. Decided to let you handle that yourself.”

Ashley let out a laugh. “I do understand.”

Moments later Ashley was up in her suite and pulling out her new phone. She gave a sigh of relief when she saw all her apps, contacts and photos had gotten transferred over. She placed a call to Emmie. “If you’re calling me you can’t be having much fun, Ash,” Emmie said.

“We need to have a four-way,” she quickly said. “You connect with Suzanne and I’ll grab Kim and merge calls.”

“Oh, okay. Is something wrong?”

“It depends on how you look at it. Now get Suzanne on the call.”

It wasn’t long before all four of them were on the phone. “Okay, I need to tell you guys something you might find hard to believe. As hard as it might be, I want you guys to listen and know I haven’t lost my mind. And please hold your questions or comments until after I’m finished. Okay?”

“Okay,” agreed all three.

Taking a deep breath, Ashley said, “I saw Devon.” Then she started at the beginning. Unlike what they had agreed to, they didn’t wait until she was finished to make comments or ask questions. Of course they thought she’d slipped into insanity. They told her they’d sent her to Catalina Cove to relax, enjoy herself and make decisions about her future—not sink deeper into the past.

It took Ashley a full thirty minutes of answering their questions and repeating certain aspects of what she’d told them, especially the part about her almost drowning and Devon saving her, before they began crying. In fact, the four of them cried together. They were happy for her and afraid for her as well. If Devon did have amnesia, what if he didn’t regain his memory?

For Ashley, that was a no-brainer. She intended to be a part of his life regardless.

But of course Kim had to play devil’s advocate and ask her the one question she couldn’t answer: What if he didn’t want her as part of his life? The life he had now?

After swearing her best friends to secrecy and promising to keep them updated with every single detail—big or small—she was finally able to end the call. A part of her felt better sharing every element of the past twenty-four hours with them. After clicking off the phone she went into the bathroom to wash her tearstained face.

She stared at herself in the mirror. Talking to her friends, she’d relived the moments of the day before herself. Especially waking up to find Devon sitting in her hospital room waiting for her. She doubted that she would ever forget how he’d been looking at her. There had been concern in his eyes but she was convinced there had been something else as well. Had his mind been trying to recall other times he’d watched her sleep? If that had been the case, he hadn’t let on. She distinctly hadn’t seen any kind of recognition in his gaze. Only male interest. Considering what the nurse had said about his reluctance to show interest in any woman in town, should that give her hope?

Ashley moved away from the mirror to leave her suite, deciding not to get her hopes up about anything. What she decided to do and what her best friends had agreed she should do was to find out every bit of detail she could about how Devon was alive when she and everyone else had thought him dead.

The combined aroma of coffee and blueberry muffins greeted Ashley the moment she stepped off the stairs and headed toward Vashti’s office. The serving of breakfast had ended a half hour ago, but she hoped there were leftovers somewhere since she hadn’t eaten anything.

She knocked on Vashti’s office door. “Come in.”

“I hope I’m not disturbing you, Vashti.”

Vashti smiled as she stood. “You aren’t. And you look like you could use a cup of coffee,” she said, heading for the coffeepot. “And what about a blueberry muffin?”

“I was hoping you would ask. I’ve fallen in love with them,” Ashley said, grinning.

“Well, we are the blueberry capital of the nation,” Vashti said proudly, pouring coffee into cups and then filling small plates with muffins.

Ashley took the plate and cup Vashti handed her. “Thanks.”

“You’re welcome. I think I’ll join you with coffee and a muffin myself. And let’s sit over here.” Vashti led Ashley over to a sitting area with a love seat and chair.

Ashley recalled Vashti telling her that for years she’d worked for a five-star hotel in New York before moving back here to reopen the inn she’d inherited upon the death of her aunt. Even after two days Ashley could tell Vashti was good at what she did and was a person she could talk to. It stood to reason since Vashti’s husband was close friends with Devon that Ashley should start here with her. Hopefully, Vashti could shed some light on a few things, and if she couldn’t, certainly Vashti’s husband could.

Ashley took a sip of her coffee and then said, “I hate taking you away from your work, but I have a few questions I’d like to ask you.”

Vashti’s brows rose. “Oh? About what?”

“Not what, but who. Ray Sullivan,” Ashley said, then watched Vashti over the rim of her cup.

“What about Ray?”

“I’d like for you to tell me everything you know about him.”

Vashti didn’t say anything for a minute and then she placed her coffee cup aside. “Why? Do you like him?”

Ashley shook her head. “No, I love him.”

“Love him?”

“Yes.”

Vashti didn’t say anything for a moment and then she said, “I can understand you might believe that since he saved your life yesterday, but—”

“It’s more than that,” Ashley interrupted to say.

Vashti’s brows arched. “How so?”

Ashley sighed deeply while ignoring the way her stomach tightened. In her heart she believed Vashti was someone she could trust. Someone who could help her put the pieces of the puzzle together so she could understand how Devon was still alive when she’d thought him dead for three years.

She met Vashti’s inquisitive gaze and said, “For me it should be pretty simple but in truth it’s rather complicated.”

When Vashti didn’t say anything but sat there waiting for Ashley to continue, she said, “The man you know as Ray Sullivan... Well, I am his wife.”

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