15:07. He called me to “send me off”. This weekend, He enters the EOPQ and graduates from our school. We will celebrate this at the entertainment center, where we will go to the play area, then go for a snack and go for a walk in the Park. He wanted to ride motorcycles with us.

17:11. I decided to give him a photo album dedicated to her, because he misses Her.

19: 23. Called Rowley, invited to their wedding with Emet, which will take place on 1 January. I asked her: “Aren't you in too much of a hurry?” Rowley said that I was jealous of her happiness and hung up.

19:42. Why did I mess it up again? It's important to her. I should have supported Rowley's decision.

20:41. My head hurts. I start taking painkillers every day, they don't help at all. If my parents find out I'm getting sick again, they'll start to worry. You can't tell them.

21:26. Yoru seems to feel my condition and doesn't leave me, she's worried.

22:51. I finished the album for Him.

Bye, Diary.

Day 36.

Hello, Diary.

Today is December 29, 2068, Thursday.

On the street -7, snow.

11:42. We gathered to go to the entertainment center together and have a lot of fun. I want to spend as much time with Him as possible while I can.

In the morning, I feel bad from the realization that we will no longer sit together in class, we will not have lunch at the same table, and if He decides to move closer to the EOPQ, we will even stop seeing each other in the Park. This is terrible!

17:12. Sammy said that new slot machines were brought to this center, and we decided to try them out.

19:13. We went to His favorite cafe, where they sell delicious pancakes with various syrups and fillings. I had pancakes with strawberry syrup, He had pancakes with chocolate cream, Sammy and Yuna had maple syrup, and the others had cream or ice cream.

20:35. We rode motorcycles, and I told the instructor that I would start training after the New Year.

He also quickly mastered the controls, and we even had a small race, but He was not able to overtake a professional like me.

01:58. He saw me off, and I gave him the gift, and He thanked me and went back to his thoughts, again.

I thought we'd walk all the way in silence. But when they reached the Park, He offered to sit down, and then said that He was not accepted in the criminal procedure code for the athlete because of the result of the last medical examination. The system enrolled him in an institution of professional qualification for an architect, which is located in another city. They've already given him a room and will help him with the move, which starts tomorrow. So saying, He got up and went home, and I was left alone.

Why is this happening? This can't be real! Maybe He was just joking.

This is not true! It's just a dream! It was just a nightmare!

02:37. I do not remember how much time I spent in the Park, but when he looked out His window, there's not a light was burning.

03:40. How can you sleep in your sleep? But I must, or I won't be able to Wake up, or everything will stay the same, or He will really leave me.

04:05. Come on, I just need to sleep!

04:32. I have already taken 7 sleeping pills and 5 sedatives, but nothing helps me. My headaches, everything swims before my eyes. When will I Wake up from this delirium?

04:51. Don't leave me, please! Only You make me happy.

Day 37.

Hello, Diary.

Today is December 30, 2068, Friday.

On the street -7, snow.

07:13. I couldn't sleep.

My parents are already awake. We have to go to Mary's, and tomorrow grandma will come, and we will celebrate the New Year together. We need to prepare gifts. Where did I put them?

08: 32. * Update His status. *

Dino Curzon was born on June 27, 2051. His height is 175 cm, weight 70-72 kg.

Her dark, unruly hair is always prettily styled, and her eyes often change color from bright blue to gray depending on the light and time of year.

He has a calm pace of communication, and his voice calms, sometimes even puts you to sleep. But if Dino wants to share a happy news, he becomes loud, and his speech is fast and unintelligible, at such moments, he seems to glow with happiness, and people around him are charged with this positive.

Dino prefers to wear loose clothing that matches the color.

His favorite autumn-spring clothing set is a Burgundy hoodie, dark green jeans, and white sneakers. Summer – loose shirt, gray trousers and black sneakers. Winter – black sweater, classic khaki pants, gray coat, scarf (pants color) and black shoes.

I first met him in the Park on July 23, 2066. That day, he returned from the competition and enjoyed the warm weather with a book in his hands. Then I drew some portraits and couldn't forget him anymore.

Some people call it love at first sight, but I think in the beginning I was just attracted to his appearance and the book “one Hundred years of solitude”, which I bought the same day.

Then I often came to this Park and watched him, learned that he lives in a house opposite the Park, and the Windows of his room are clearly visible from here. Before I noticed it, I started keeping daily records of it, and at the beginning of the 6th school year, I found out that we go to the same school.

* Add: *

– First spoke to each other on November 26, 2068 at a concert of the band Yogen. —

Before entering school, Dino lived with his grandparents because his parents were on permanent business trips.

His results of the mandatory professional aptitude test:

First year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

Result: transferred to the fifth stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Second year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – B.

The result: remained on the fifth stage, transferred to the class of the artistic image of the sign.

The third year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

Result: transferred to the sixth stage, remained in the class of the artistic image of the sign.

Fourth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

The result: remained on the sixth stage, transferred to the class of artistic image of technology.

Fifth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

The result: I remained at the sixth stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Sixth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination is B.

The result: I remained at the sixth stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Seventh year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

Result: transferred to the seventh stage, remained in the class of artistic image of technology.

Eighth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

The result: I remained at the seventh stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Ninth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination – A.

The result: I remained at the seventh stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

Tenth year of study.

…

The result of the medical examination-V.

The result: I remained at the seventh stage in the class of artistic image of technology.

* Add: *

– Enrolled by the system in the institution of professional qualification as an architect. —

Hobbies: athletics, video games, reading books, extreme entertainment.

* Add: *

– He also likes to follow criminals, find out their motives and methods of escape, he builds his theories and guesses about it, and sometimes turns out to be right. —

Likes animals, music of various styles, sweets, astronomy, sports programs, cooking, spring, warm rain and green.

Dino can find common topics to communicate with any person, because of this; he has many friends. He is attractive and knows about it, never goes against the wishes and values his time. He is used to taking care of himself from an early age, so he never asks for help.

His daily routine:

06:30. Wakes.

06:45. Breakfasts.

07:00. Go to school.

15:50. Goes to extra classes.

16:50. On Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday goes to training. And the rest of the day – home.

18:45. Does his homework or does what he likes.

After that, he communicates with friends, walks, or performs some work around the house, such as cooking.

23:45. Goes to bed.

On weekends, he leaves the city to visit his grandparents or go on active holidays with his parents.

I want to tell you a little about his relatives:

Dino's brother, Ryan light, was born on September 5, 2046, and graduated from high school in 2063, after which the system assigned him to the EOPQ as a Manager of construction companies.

Ryan is organized, serious, responsible and reliable, prefers a slow and planned lifestyle, does not like surprises, but easily finds a solution to any problem.

* Add: *

– At the moment, he is studying at the last stage of the criminal procedure code. —

Married since 2065.

Is in a neutral relationship with Dino.

Dino's mother – Niri light was born on October 17, 2026, graduated from school in 2043, after which the system assigned her to the EOPQ for statistics, which she graduated in 2048, then began working in her specialty.

Niri is calm, organized and caring, concerned for the well-being of her family and often overworked at work.

Married since 2046. The results of compatibility tests with my husband: 1 test– 94%, 2 – 91%, 3 – 93%, 4 – 96%, 5 – 95%.

She takes care of Dino and Ryan, tries to arrange family evenings more often and go out for walks together. Blames herself for not spending enough time with Dino because of work.

Niri has weak lungs, which has been passed on to her children.

Dino's father, Lauren Curzon, was born on August 3, 2027, graduated from high school in 2047, after which the system assigned him to the EOPQ as a sculptor, from which he graduated in 2048, and then began working in his specialty.

Lauren is dreamy, cheerful, responsible and stubborn, does not like a quiet life and is always looking for adventures.

* Add: *

– Has an Allergy to cats. —

The father respects his wife, and on each birthday gives her a new work of art, so their house is more like a Museum. He is a friend to Dino and teaches him about life by telling him about his mistakes made because of “youthful maximalist”.

Believes that Dino has little fun and wastes his youth, has a neutral relationship with Ryan and considers Him too serious.

My aunt and uncle Dino live in the countryside, not far from the mountains, graduated from the EOPQ for the creators of the natural image in 2049.

Married since 2050. They have a daughter, Vina, born in 2052, who is studying at the 7th stage in the class of artistic image of nature.

They treat Dino as their own son, who should have been his age, but died 3 days after birth.

* End of its status update. *

10:34. It is not true. This is all a lie. Lies!

It's just a dream. Yes, a dream.

Where are the medications?

10:41. They're over. But we took at least 3 packs of sedatives after the hospital, where did they all go? Understand nothing.

13:14. We're going to my sister's.

17:45. I was walking with Mary and Becky, and she said, “Norma, What's wrong with you? Why are you sad?" but I didn't answer.

19: 36. Yoru are always next to me, and next to Yoru is always Becky, I am surrounded by animals, but this does not calm me in any way.

21:41. I can't sleep again.

01:29. I saw Him standing under the window, but when I ran out into the yard, He was gone.

02:10. I need to sleep.

03:21. It’s time to sleep.

Bye, Diary.

Day 38.

Hello, Diary.

Today is December 31, 2068, Saturday.

On the street -11, windy.

12:23. I fell asleep from exhaustion, or the pills finally took effect.

12:42. Mary said they couldn't Wake me up for a long time, thought I was unconscious, and were going to call an ambulance.

15:19. We decorated the tree. Now we will start preparing New Year’s salads.

18:21. My grandmother arrived.

20:46. I went for a walk with Becky because I can't be home right now.

21:12. I'm sure I saw Him yesterday.

23:31. We sit down at the festive table.

00:12. Happy New Year.

03:36. We launched fireworks and burned fireworks then gave each other gifts.

My grandmother gave me an instant print camera, Nora gave me cartridges for it, and my parents gave me a subscription to motorcycle driving lessons.

04:12. Dino wished me a happy new year in a blog post. Why does it remind you of itself? Why does he keep hurting me? I wish He'd disappeared! I wish I'd never met Him!

04:32. It was definitely Dino, standing on the street again. I ran out after Him, then I saw Him at the edge of the street, walking away, and then suddenly he was gone. I tried to catch up with Him and ended up in the middle of the road. It's a good thing no one went here on New Year's Eve.

05:21. I'm tired. Maybe I can still sleep.

Day 39.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 1, 2069, Sunday.

On the street -6, windy.

10:22. I was able to get some sleep, even though I woke up every half hour.

11:02. Today is Rowley and Emet's wedding.

14:18. I called all my friends and wished them a happy new year.

Sammy said I sounded sad, but I was able to change the subject by telling him about my parents' gift, and he also decided to sign up for driving classes, so we'll be together. It's good. If the bike can't distract me from thinking about It, then Sammy can.

Yuna went to stay with her brother during her free week. The rest of the people also went to their friends.

16: 46. I wanted to congratulate Rowley, but she doesn't pick up the phone. I wrote her a message. I hope she will be happy in this marriage.

17:19. My grandmother offered to spend a free week with her, and I agreed.

I don't want to go back to the city, walk past the Park and see my school. It has everything that reminds you of Dino, except for him. Why can't this just be a dream? Why should I feel this terrible sense of longing for my beloved?

17: 24. My grandmother has a small room set aside for a library. I think I can find books there that I've wanted to read for a long time.

21:35. We arrived.

03: 28. I found “Fahrenheit 451”.

06:53. Why did she have to die? She was the only person I really liked in this piece and whose thoughts I understood. She was the smartest person in the world. It is cruel to take the life of kindest and immaculate character.

08:06. I was awake again.

Day 40.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Wednesday, January 4, 2069.

It's -5 outside, cloudy.

09:03. I hardly leave the library, I don't want to sleep or eat, I just try to forget Him. But what I really want is for Dino to be there for me. I want to go back to the hospital. I want to go back to the concert. I want to go back to Him.

09:33. I hate the system! Who invented it? It should make our life stable and stable, and therefore happy.

But why do people get nothing but suffering from the system's decisions? Why should we obey its decisions? Why can't I just be with Him? Who will answer these questions?

Diary, I feel bad, and I can only tell you this, or they'll put me back in the hospital. And this time He will not visit me, this pain will not end in one week, my health will deteriorate.

I hope that Dino will be happy, find new friends, fall in love with another person, and marry them. This is happiness, isn't it? Is this happiness?

12:32. I always feel like He's watching me. Maybe Dino cheated on me and never left? Yes, that's right. It was just a joke, and after a free week, we will meet in the Park, as before. He couldn't leave me!

15: 24. Sammy talks to me every day and recently said: “After “Dino wire” you have changed, your voice has become sad and nothing pleases you. Are you sure, you're okay? You can trust me,” but I changed the subject again, talking about the books I'd read.

Was he always this caring?

17:21. Yuna sends many photos, she does not lose a free week at home, and every day she goes somewhere with relatives. Yesterday they were in the mountains and reached the “Big cliff”, from the edge of which there is a stunning view. Dino and I need to go there sometime.

19: 27. My Mother says that Yoru only sleeps on my bed and misses me very much.

Dino gave her a nickname in his great-grandfather's native language. I heard this language at the world unification festival, it sounds beautiful and unusual. My native language is one of the European ones, I can't say more precisely, because I have never discussed it with my parents, and why, if one single language has been declared for more than 60 years.

22:51. I decided to take a walk in the garden because I can't sleep.

23: 23. Again saw Dino, tried to catch up, but when touched His hands, He disappeared. What is happening to me?

03: 42. I need to sleep; otherwise, I will lose consciousness again from exhaustion.

Bye, Diary.

Day 41.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 6, 2069, Friday.

On the street -6, clear.

07:51. I had a dream.

Dean and I met in the Park and went for a walk, walking around the city and talking about things as usual.

It was getting darker outside, and He suggested that we look at the night city from a height. We went up to the balcony of a high-rise building, then looked at the lights for a long time, until I remembered that we had already been here. I wanted to tell him about it, but Dino wouldn't let me say a word, pushing me off the balcony.

I remember flying down and looking into His eyes all the time. Those eyes again.

It was definitely that night on December 6, 2068, and I realized it in a dream.

But because of this, is it necessary to throw people off the balcony?

Dreams are so strange. My grandmother told me that people used to try to predict the future from them, which is as stupid as the influence of stars on the fate of a person or divination. In my dream, when we were crossing the bridge, I saw swans and rainbows; although that night none of these things happened or could have happened. Can I ask my grandmother what this might mean?

09: 42. She gave me a dream book and told me that there I would find answers to all my questions.

11:36. The dream book says that swans mean joy, happiness and well-being, and the rainbow – good news and false fear. How am I supposed to understand all this?

16: 12. Sammy called again, but we only talked for 5 minutes, which is weird. I hope he's all right.

18:41. Will Dino come to me every day, so I don't forget about Him? Each of our “dates” ends the same way, and as soon as I reach out to touch Him, He disappears.

19:11. My parents are coming to pick me up tomorrow, and I'm going back to the city, and I don't want to go back to a place where I can't meet Him.

02:43. I need to sleep.

Bye, Diary.

Day 42.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 8, 2069, Sunday.

On the street -4, windy.

13:52. Sammy's worried about me, and he doesn't believe my excuses anymore.

16:43. We arrived home.

18: 12. Yoru gets in the way, again.

19:55. I did my homework. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, but I need to give my new year's gifts to the kids.

23: 49. Need to sleep.

05:10. I Wake up every hour. My head hurts.

Day 43.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Monday, January 9, 2069.

It's -3 outside, cloudy.

07:51. On the way to school, I ran into a young Girl, usually our paths did not intersect, because I went there through the Park. She cares about me too much.

09:52. Sammy follows me around all the time, which is annoying, and he gave me a little motorcycle keychain.

Today will be my first class.

13:42. I didn't want to have dinner, but Yuna persuaded me to go with them.

16:34. The class will start at 17:00. I hope I don't crash on the same day.

19:40. Everything went well. In the first week, we will be explained the rules of driving, after which we will have to pass a test, passing which you can go to practice.

After class, Sammy walked me home, even though I told him I wanted to be alone. Annoy. Because of him, I couldn't go to the drugstore for sleeping pills.

20:52. I remembered the gift from Yuna, and it's time to unpack it.

21:55. There were bath bombs with different smells and a book that I had long wanted to read, but could not find the time to do so. I need to thank her tomorrow.

21:14. How did Sammy find out the address of my blog? His behavior is beginning to frighten me.

02:22. I saw Him again. This time I didn't run outside, and we just played peek-a-Boo through the window, then I picked up a graphics tablet and drew until Dino disappeared again.

03:17. I'll go to bed, but it won't be any use.

Bye, Diary.

Day 44.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 12, 2069, Thursday.

On the street -5, snow.

13: 56. The Guys spent the entire lunch discussing how we would celebrate my birthday, but I had to upset them. I have driving lessons tomorrow and I won't have any free time, especially since I've already arranged with my sister to go to the movies to see a horror movie, because I was born on Friday the 13.

16: 13. Sammy walked me out, again. Why is he doing this? It annoys me.

16:54. I bought a sedative.

18:34. Mary is coming tomorrow. I hope she doesn't bother me with questions about how I feel.

19:21. Now I communicate with Yuna every day, we go to school, spend time together at big changes. But I don't want to talk to anyone right now.

21:06. Why does everything in my room remind me of Dino? I've tried several times to throw away albums with His photos, but I can't do it. These memories are too precious for me. Their loss will cause me more pain than I'm feeling right now, missing Him. I don't want to forget His face, his voice, his smell. I want to go back to the days I spent with Him. I want Him around.

22:52. Dino is standing under the window, again. It's just an illusion, but I'm willing to run after her just to look into those eyes. The eyes of a loved one that I can only see in dreams, and all because of the system. We could be together, become a family, raise a child and live happily if the education system enrolled him in a professional qualification institution for an athlete.

02:41. I decided to go to the Park where our first meeting and last goodbye took place, I just need to check again if the light is on in his room.

04:06. I've taken my medicine and I'll finally be able to sleep properly.

Bye, Diary.

Day 45.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 15, 2069, Sunday.

It's -4 outside, cloudy.

18:42. I woke up in the hospital. Nurses were running around and doing scans, and then the doctor and my parents came in. It turned out that I had an overdose of a sedative. How did this happen?

I don't remember anything. I went to bed at home, and woke up already under the IV.

19:23. It's hard for me to go and do anything. The doctor said it was the effect of a blood transfusion.

20:12. I slept through my birthday! Tomorrow my parents will definitely bring me gifts to the hospital; they must have been terribly scared when they realized that I might die.

21: 01. Forces there is no.

Bye, Diary.

Day 46.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 16, 2069, Monday.

On the street -5, Sunny.

18: 23. Sammy, Yuna and other classmates, visited me, and they were told at school that I was in the hospital. They brought me gifts, bouquets of flowers, fruits and sweets and told me how they celebrated the New Year.

I guess I did make some real friends.

Yuna said that she took 62nd place in the annual photo project competition. I am happy for her, because now she will be able to enter the EOPQ as a photographer. And Sammy gave me a book called over the cuckoo's nest.

I've heard of this book, but its description didn't catch my eye. This is a story about a psychiatric clinic and a man who struggles with its rules.

I don't understand why you need to fight them. People based on the experience of the past and wanting a stable future created them, and stability is the key to a happy life. But since it's a gift, I think it's worth reading.

18:45. I was sorting through the gifts and noticed one small and inconspicuous, but very valuable for me bouquet of forget-me-nots. Did Dino come in when I was unconscious? No, no, no! Dino is currently in another city. Then who brought them?

19: 12. I have a terrible headache again, and the nurses won't give me painkillers because of a recent overdose. Annoying!

23:33. Tomorrow will come, Nora, Mary and parents.

Bye, Diary.

Day 47.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 17, 2069, Tuesday.

It's -6 outside, cloudy.

19:38. My parents took me away for a day to celebrate my birthday. I'm glad of that. The hospital walls pressed down on me. The beds, the doctors, the view from the window, and the forget-me-nots in the vase all remind me of Him, and it's terrible.

That's not what I'm talking about, because I wanted to tell you about the holiday.

Because of my health, we did not go to the amusement Park, but celebrated at home. Mary gave me a matching pendant. I'll think of her more often now. Nora wanted a leather jacket, even though she knew I didn't like that kind of thing, but after my parents' gift, I understood.

From this day on, I have my own motorcycle, and I can get behind it as soon as I get my driver's license from driving school.

20:13. The girls who are in the room with me said that Sammy came in today and brought some fruit.

21:21. It turned out that he visited me every day. Why is he doing this? What does he want from me? I do not understand. I don't understand!

Head spinning and aching, again.

23:33. I was put on an IV, which made me feel better, but these flowers. You can't think about it.

Bye, Diary.

Day 48.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 20, 2069, Friday.

On the street -8, Sunny.

20:32. Sammy always comes in after school or driving lessons. There's a test coming up, and I'm skipping everything, but he offered me his notes from class, and he's always helping me with my lessons, taking care of me.

I think less of Dean now, but these brief moments are getting more and more painful. I don't have enough IVs to go to sleep, even though I'm taking all the necessary medications, and my health is recovering quickly from daily scans, but these headaches and hallucinations don't stop.

Why doesn't he write to me? He forgot me, doesn't want to talk to me?

I was the only one interested in our relationship. He doesn't even know how I feel about him. How could Dino tie me to him so easily? Why did He offer to take me for a walk in the Park, in the city at night, and walk me home? What is all this? Was he just playing with me?

It hurts. It's unbearably painful.

How could I fall in love with such an egoist? Why did this happen to me? Why did I go to the Park then? Why did you go there every day? Why did you keep diaries? Why did you admire him? To suffer pain now? To hate yourself and curse the world? Even so, I will still run after Him. Even if I end up being hit by a car or falling off a bridge and drowning in a river, even if It's just an illusion. I can't forget Dino. I'll never let Him go. Dino is mine and mine alone.

Day 49.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 24, 2069, Tuesday.

On the street -8, cloudy.

10:34. I was transferred to a psychiatric ward because, according to the nurses, I tried to jump off the window, but I don't remember anything about it. I guess I just wanted to go to Him. Why did they stop me from doing this?

15:46. I was in therapy with a psychiatrist. He asked me various questions about my family and Hobbies. He asked me to bring a graphic tablet next time and show my drawings. I don't want to talk to him.

Why should I tell my past and plans to a complete stranger who is just taking notes?

17:28. This Department is much more fun than the neurological Department. Just now, for example, we had a table game tournament, and I almost became a champion in drafts, but one person was able to beat me. I need to meet him tomorrow.

21:11. I'm in the ward with Lavender and Lily, they're twins, and their parents work with plant crops.

It turns out that Lavender in the language of flowers means admiration and loneliness, and Lily-loyalty and innocence. I think their parents confused their daughters when they gave those names, because Lily is emotional, hot-tempered, energetic and impatient, it is difficult to believe in her loyalty and innocence, and Lava, on the contrary, is a modest, calm, unhurried and lazy girl.

They were brought here because of suspected depression, because they had been refusing food and sleeping poorly for the past few weeks. The reason was the system that enrolled them in different EOPQ, located far away, and the twins simply cannot imagine life in the distance from each other.

23:58. I reread the Diary, and now I regret that I updated it. All entries about Him, except for the status, were deleted. How do I get them back? I want to remember everything about Dino: his favorite ice cream flavor, lucky number, Hobbies, fears. Why did I delete these beautiful notes? I miss him, and Dino doesn't even write to me.

03:37. I need to sleep.

Bye, Diary.

Day 50.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 25, 2069, Wednesday.

On the street -8, clearly.

14:43. In the psychiatric ward, you can only visit patients on certain days, but many pass things through nurses, so I'm still surrounded by sweets and flowers. Sammy and I are constantly texting on the blog, and the nurse noticed this and started asking if we were dating. Does it look like this from the outside? I need to discuss this with Sammy over the weekend.

15:34. I met the winner of the checkers. His name is Catsu.

He was admitted to a psychiatric ward with stage 1 depression, and he had depersonalization and apathy. Catsu also told me that he wanted to kill himself, but he didn't have the strength to do it.

He's been here for a month, and he's much better. I wanted to ask why he was depressed, but I think Catsu will tell me if he wants to.

This winner is very modest and quiet, always sits alone during lunch and does not communicate with anyone.

Before being hospitalized, he studied at the EOPQ as a logic teacher. This is not surprising with his ability to calculate moves and build algorithms for winning, but sometimes Catsu seems to be an insensitive machine that performs its computational functions, rejecting all human emotions, so I want to surprise him and make some gift. On the weekend, perhaps, his family will come to visit, and I can ask my parents to bring my art supplies.