17:05. Annie is a very pleasant girl, able to maintain a dialogue on any topic, moderately modest. That's all I realized in the half hour we met. She and Sammy have similar tastes and interests.

Now we are preparing for a home concert, installing equipment and dining tables. I'll help in the kitchen.

I like this turmoil, people I know are gathered here, and we work together to create an unforgettable holiday, so there is a pleasant atmosphere of mutual assistance everywhere. But stop slacking off; it's time to join the team.

17:46. Gradually, more and more guests come. Sammy was able to unite people with different views, tastes, preferences, specialties and characters. They are all different and interesting in their own way. I am glad that interesting people who put a part of themselves into him surround him.

The concert starts at 18: 00.

At school, we had a group task on visualizing thoughts, the goal of which was to create a visual image of a dream. Therefore, we had a pleasant conversation, where each participant of our company told about their dreams. And my brother said: “I want to create a rock band, and at every concert to perform in the same leather jackets” – so I decided to fulfill his dream, but I thought it would be boring if you give ordinary jackets, so on the back of each leather wrote the name and the name of the band member.

17:53. I asked the person responsible for the celebration to open the gift in the dressing room, so I can only find out his reaction when he comes on stage, and now I need to take a comfortable seat.

18:46. Before the concert started, Sammy and his entire team thanked Catsu and me for the gift and congratulated us on our marriage, which was nice of them. The Banquet begins these evening promises to be hot.

19:06. Why is He here? Had He come to town, or was I hallucinating again? I thought He was gone forever. We need to get out of here. I have a terrible headache. He left me. How could his conscience allow him to just come here? I want to throw myself into His arms right now and tell him how much I missed him. What is this terrible desire? He's coming toward me. I want to run somewhere. Dino can't see me. Understand nothing.

23:32. We left the Banquet and walked around the city. Dino talked about his studies at the EOPQ, about new acquaintances. He was worried about me, and he regretted leaving me in the Park that day without really explaining anything. Dino thought it would be better if I forgot Him and started a normal life. He also said that he knew I was following Him, and he liked it. He graduated from the EOPQ in June, and when he returned home, he wanted to meet me, but when he found out where I was, he decided to just pass the bouquet. After each sentence, Dino apologized and said that I was dear to him. Why do the most expensive people cause us the most pain? What should I do? Why did this happen now? Everything was just getting better. I feel bad, bad from my thoughts.

00:17. I hate to allow myself to doubt when I've already married Catsu and decided to live with Him. I have already found my happiness. But why do I feel so good about being needed by Dino? He missed me and worried about me. I'm confused.

Somebody helps me.

00:35. I don't want to go home, but Catsu will be worried and looking for me. Where can I hide from this reality? Where should I go?

Day 37.

Hello, Diary.

Today is July 26, 2073, Wednesday.

On the street +25, Sunny.

07:42. How did I end up in the hospital? Why can't I remember anything again? Dino and I went for a walk, talked for a long time, and then…

What happened next?

07: 51. There's some meaningless text in the diary. I need to talk to the doctor about this during my rounds. My whole body was numb, and I hadn't opened my eyes all day yesterday.

08:16. I hope the doctor will let me go home after the checkup, because Catsu is definitely worried about me. He's starting to lose weight again; he can't worry about it now.

08:32. Apparently, yesterday, the memory block stopped working due to shock, and I fell into a panic state and began to delirium. I can't explain the last entries in the diary any other way, but I still need to wait for the doctor before jumping to conclusions.

08:49. I went to the blog and found there the largest number of messages for all the time I used this app. Everyone was surprised by my abrupt disappearance from the holiday, some had already learned that I was in the hospital and wished me a speedy recovery. I wonder who called the ambulance or took me to the hospital. Maybe it was Dino. Yesterday, He said that he wrote to me on a blog for all these 5 years, despite being blocked. I'm interested in reading what Dino wanted to tell me, but I'm afraid if our conversation yesterday caused me to be in the hospital, then I definitely shouldn't read these messages.

Yesterday, Dino seemed sincere. Although, He was always so and bluntly expressed their thoughts, without thinking about the consequences. How can you be dependent on this person? I shouldn't bother my head with questions right now.

09:37. I had a conversation with the doctor. After evaluating the results of the brain scan, he said that the memory block would stop working during this week, so I would stay in the hospital. After that, we discussed the hallucinations of the previous week. The doctor suggested that the cause of their occurrence could be fatigue and strong emotions experienced while watching the film.

Then I asked if there was a way to slow down the memory block. To which the doctor replied: “The side effects of these procedures will bring a lot of discomfort, and the result may not be. Therefore, it will be better for you, Norma, to resume therapy with a psychologist, and after the blockage disappears, go to a hospital for a year, where you will receive constant medical care. There you will be able to accept and then let go of your addiction to Dino” – the thought that I will not be able to be with my husband for a whole year made me sad, and I remembered the removal of memories.

“The choice is yours,” was all I heard in response. I was again given a week to think about the question on which my future depends. It's excruciating. I just want to go home, go to work in August, and live a normal life. Is this wish impossible? I need to talk to Catsu.

10:16. He'll come and see me after dinner, and we'll talk it over. Catsu will also bring some hospital supplies from home, even though I don't want to stay here even for a week. Until then, I'll have to amuse myself with what's in my head. Can contradict the diary?

12:46. I went around the hospital grounds for the third time, studied all the drawings on the walls, and I have no more ideas what to do.

15:58. Dino's here. I didn't want to see or talk to Him. But my resistance was useless, and I went out with Him for a walk. In the end, we started talking, and He asked me about how I had lived without Him, whether I had started following someone else. This sudden jealousy and questioning surprised me. I didn't think that Dino was so possessive, because he hadn't shown me such attention before. Apparently, I was married to Catsu, I shattered His pride. Because He thought, he could manipulate me out of addiction. But my memory was blocked, and I was able to look at the world around me. This time I had the strength to say it to His face. How could I even admire Him? He left me without explaining anything. And after 4 years, he says that I am dear to Him, and he wants to start all over again.

“I can't feel bad because of a hypocrite who played with my feelings” – just because of this thought, I ignored his shortcomings. Because I can only admire the “ideal” person, and if there is no such person, then you can always create it in your imagination and put this mask on the real person.

I will not betray a loved one who is much dearer to me. He calmed me down during panic attacks, took care of me when I didn't even want to get out of bed. And Catsu did this without demanding reciprocity, patiently waiting for my “awakening”. I will no longer doubt my feelings for him. I need to talk to him and tell him everything.

18:28. He doesn't answer my calls or read my blog posts. Nothing happened to him, did it? He was simply detained at work, or invited to drink in honor of some holiday. That's all right. I can't worry. Definitely not now. Distraction, you need distraction. Where are the books?

18: 34. That's all right. I'll just get a nurse to help me.

18:43. Please hurry. Somebody helps me!

20:36. It happened again. The nurse gave me a sedative and I fell asleep. After I woke up, she said that I was lying motionless, and did not answer her questions. So the nurse became concerned and looked into my eyes (which were open) and realized that I had shock paralysis. It is now clear why my attempts to call for help were useless. I'm glad she started her rounds early, and my ordeal ended a little earlier.

After what happened, I can't imagine what will happen to me when the memory block completely disappears. We're supposed to have dinner now, and then I'll try to call the prodigal husband again and go to bed.

Good night, Diary.

* Note: *

– 21:23. Catsu called me many times while I was in a state of shock.

When I called him back, he spent half an hour explaining to me why he didn't come and didn't answer the phone. He repeated the same thing 10 times, as if he was afraid I wouldn't believe him. But if he implanted a chip to access the Internet with his thoughts, like I did, he could write me a blog. But I'm glad Catsu's okay anyway, and he just lost his phone. —

Day 38.

Hello, Diary.

Today is July 27, 2073, Thursday.

On the street +26, windy.

10:48. I haven't called my parents in a long time and I feel guilty about it, so I have to talk to them now and tell them everything.

11: 56. My Mother decided to take a free week to fly home. My parents always help me, and I even forget to call and ask about their health and mood.

Now I need to discuss everything with my doctor, because I don't want to feel fear for my life again, and after recovering my memories, absolutely anything can happen, and I have no desire to experience it.

12:32. The doctor was surprised at my acceptance of the operation, and said that, in my case, this is the most logical choice. Therefore, the doctor is ready to conduct it tomorrow.

You need to tell your hubby about this, he will definitely not go to the holiday to a colleague. Now I want to talk to my sister and the Mayor.

14:56. It's nice to hear, “We'll be there for you anyway,” which is reassuring and reassuring.

20:44. Catsu came to see me, as promised.

After telling him everything, I asked if he was ready to marry another girl tomorrow, because after the operation, Norma Mads, with whom He had married, would change. He did not answer this question until the end of our walk. Apparently, he needed time to make his choice. And Catsu replied, “Norma, if you think that after this operation, you will stop suffering from dreams and hallucinations, and then I support your decision. But if you stop loving me after that, I'll let you go, I promise.” Now I have no doubt.

Tomorrow will be a difficult day, so after dinner I will go straight to bed.

See you tomorrow, Diary.

Day 39.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Friday, July 28, 2073.

On the street +24, cloudy.

10:42. My parents arrived early in the morning without even having Breakfast, so I sent them to the nearest cafe, there is still a lot of time until 13:20.

Catsu came to see Nuna, and Ruby, me, too, and Nick promised to visit me tonight. We were supposed to go to work together on Monday, but my rehabilitation will take at least 2 weeks.

12:36. Of course, I understand that you can't eat before the operation, but you can't deprive me of Breakfast and lunch because of this. I've been complaining to Catsu for half an hour about being bullied and starved by nurses. He scolds them theatrically and feels sorry for me, taking me in his warm embrace. After an hour, I will stop being myself, so I need to enjoy these moments with my loved ones.

12: 58. The closer the operation time, the more grateful I am to my family.

But I forgot all about you, diary. You were there for me, even during those difficult years, which in half an hour I will forget forever. You have been my friend and listened to me, fulfilled all my requests and kept every word in your memory, constantly reminding me of the date, time and weather. I'm saying thank you for being there for me. But I want to remove you along with the bad memories and start a new life.

Goodbye, Diary.

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From the author:

Dear reader,

I thank you for giving this story your time. How Norma's life is going to work out is now up to your imagination, but I can tell you a little more about Catsu in “Set a Diary”.

I want to say thanks to my friends and family who support me. Without you, this story never saw the light, but remained in my imagination, like hundreds of others.

See you soon.

Maigo.