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Day 26.

Today is Thursday, February 2, 2069.

07:26. I'm going to walk Diane to school and head to my CCP to check my schedule and resume my training.

10:39. I was given a schedule for the next week and told that I don't have to attend unscheduled classes and do extra classes. But I replied that I felt good and wanted to catch up with the curriculum faster. Then I was advised to go through the departments and take lectures to do self-study until next Monday.

When I approached each lecturer, I had to tell them the reason for my absence, and this is tedious.

Now I have things to do for the next three days, but on Saturday I'm going to go to Norma's and spend the whole time there. I think she will be angry and resentful of me for a long time because I left her alone, disappeared without saying anything. I asked Sophie to take care of her, so everything should be fine.

And now it's time to eat and drink herbal tea with the remaining cake, after which I'll start my lectures.

19:42. I decided to go to my parents ' house in the grove. I didn't have to wander long to find two orange sprouts. It's still hard to believe they're gone. I want to think that they flew safely and are just on a business trip, but these young trees bring back to reality. We need to move on. These trees will grow taller with age to remind you of their existence, because as the years go by, the memories of the dead will become more and more hazy.

Mom and Dad, I miss you, I really miss you. Without you, I have a loved one. Without you, I have found a new meaning in my life. I can be happy without you. But this is a different kind of happiness. Thank you for everything.

After these thoughts, I was about to go home, but I met Ail sitting on a bench. I decided to sit down next to him, and he spoke: "Oh, Katsu, are yours in this grove too? So I'll probably see you again.

I've come to say goodbye to the Rose, but I can't get close to this lilac sprout. I think that when I approach it, the ground will disappear from under my feet. I'll die without her, without that red-haired one. I haven't said goodbye to her yet. It still lives somewhere out there, in my memory, in my heart. And if I say good-bye, Katsu, if I say good-bye to her, there will be nothing left! You hear, emptiness and only. There is nothing in my life but her, and there never was. And now they don't even let you die normally. People are just puppets trying to live. We are controlled by the system. Now she decides who is worthy of a happy life, and who should disappear.

I'm being sent to the yellow city. They were considered inferior, although they themselves deprived me of everything, took away the most precious thing I had. How do you stay "normal" after that? And I don't even know my own mother. Maybe we'll meet her in that city.

Katsu, live happily, and don't let anyone take away the meaning of your life, otherwise you will break, everyone will break. Goodbye. "

After his monologue, he got up and went to a small sprout, on a sign next to it was written: "Rose Fireri 2052-2068".

Now I'm going home and I think it's time for us to say goodbye. I set up the diary for therapeutic purposes. Now that my treatment has stopped, these records are no longer necessary.

20: 13. * Delete the diary. *

– Sophie's new mother status has not been removed. -

– The status of Diana's little sister has not been deleted. -

– Ail's friend status has been deleted. -

– The status of Norma Mads ' beloved has been deleted. -

– The status of the owner of the Katsu Kunal diary has been deleted. -

*Deletion completed. Thank you for using the Diary. *