A Way With Women

“You’d better leave…” Harper murmured

Macon became utterly still. Only his breath moved, teasing her ears as he leaned nearer. “What if I don’t want to?”

Gazing up at him, she suddenly couldn’t pull her eyes from his mouth. A kiss would mean so little to him, she thought, craving a taste. He had a way with women; he dispensed those kisses all the time. Maybe if she had just a taste of him, she could finally forget him. Forget his lovemaking…

His voice was mesmerizing. “What if I want to stay?”

“You always did do exactly what you wanted….”

“Then I sure as hell shouldn’t stop now,” he drawled roughly, brushing his body against hers, the taut sweep of his hips coming with a rustle of denim. She hadn’t known he was aroused, but she felt it now. He was so hard and hot and thick that her knees nearly buckled.

A moment later his mouth crushed hers and he parted her lips with the slow thrust of his tongue. Wrapping his arms tightly around her waist, he steadied her as he kicked the storm door, shutting out the summer sunlight.

He started for the bedroom and Harper was lost….

Dear Reader,

After writing many Harlequin American Romance novels, and stories for other Harlequin series, it’s been pure fun to approach my thirtieth book by shifting gears and trying some especially spicier, steamier stories, so I hope you’ll enjoy this, as well as my upcoming BIG APPLE BACHELORS trilogy for Temptation.

Usually when I daydream about mail-order men, I think of gorgeous guys arriving from far-off foreign lands with the sole intention of sweeping me off my feet and pleasuring me senseless, but this time the fantasy got a little more complex.

When sexy rancher Macon McCann receives no responses from his mail-order-bride ad, he’s stunned to discover that the local postmistress, his ex-lover whom he’s been avoiding for years, has actually been opening his mail and writing women back, telling them not to come to Texas because he’s such a bad catch!

I hope you will be amused by the shenanigans that follow, especially watching a woman get repeatedly swept off her feet and pleasured senseless by somebody she keeps swearing she can’t stand. Of course, she really loves Macon, and I hope you will, too.

Happy reading,

Jule McBride

Books by Jule McBride

HARLEQUIN TEMPTATION

761—A BABY FOR THE BOSS

HARLEQUIN AMERICAN ROMANCE

733—AKA: MARRIAGE

753—SMOOCHIN’ SANTA

757—SANTA SLEPT OVER

849—SECRET BABY SPENCER

A Way with Women

Jule McBride

www.millsandboon.co.uk

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Contents

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Epilogue

Prologue

“MACON MCCANN’S STILL advertising for a bride? Some things simply shouldn’t be allowed,” Harper Moody said under her breath. Shrugging out of a navy postal uniform blazer, she rolled up the sleeves of a standard-issue white blouse, raked her shoulder-length ash hair into a ponytail and secured it with a string tie the U.S. government had meant for use around her neck. Ponytail in place, she sipped the scalding coffee she’d bought at Go-Mart and glanced over as her sole customer, Lois Potts from Potts Feed and Seed, paced between padded Jiffy bags and dusty express envelopes, trying to decide between the John Wayne commemorative stamps or the City Flag series.

Lois was the last person Harper wanted to deal with, of course, since she and Lois had a history. Fortunately, the other woman was occupied, so Harper stared down again, first at a box of pink stationary she’d gotten when she bought the coffee, then at Texas Men magazine. “I really can’t believe they let Macon advertise for a bride,” she mumbled. “The fine print assures they screen these guys.”

Her fog-blue eyes drifted down the full-body photo of the man who’d fathered her teenage son. One hundred percent pure rich rancher stud, announced the caption. “Macon would come up with a line like that,” she whispered, rolling her eyes and feeling distressed by her physical response to him.

Well, what female wouldn’t react?

Muscles tested the shoulder seams of a denim shirt Macon wore unsnapped, exposing tangled chest hairs the color of sunlit wheat. His broad chest slimmed to narrow hips and slightly bowed legs whose long strides were usually headed in the opposite direction from Harper. Boot-cut jeans flared over his polished boots, and Macon was clutching a Stetson against his chest, smiling ruefully as if to say every female answering the ad had already broken his heart.

“Angel’s hair on the very devil,” she pronounced with annoyance. The honey-colored waves framing Macon’s broad, inviting face called to her fingertips to test their silky texture.

Well, she assured herself, placing her steaming coffee cup on the postal scale, Macon just looked like any other dumb cowboy—except for his eyes. As sharp as spurs, they were aware and intense, their color the aged amber of the house ale he’d been enjoying every Saturday night at Big Grisly’s Grill since he’d come back to town.

The wayward drift of her eyes ventured below a turquoise-studded belt, landing on jeans as soft as kid gloves. Just like a good love story, the fit was loose enough to leave room for imagination, but revealing enough to assure a woman of a happy ending. Glancing away, Harper realized she could recall plenty about Macon that no camera could capture. “Yeah, me—and every other female in Pine Hills,” she huffed. Nevertheless, Macon’s hands—the same lean-fingered bronzed hands that clutched the Stetson over his heart—had left their imprints on Harper, and once a woman knew certain things about a man, there was no turning back. She knew plenty, too. Including that Macon had fathered a son he didn’t know about. My son, Cordy.

Harper steadied herself by taking another careful sip of scalding coffee. Years ago, she’d done the right thing in not telling Macon about Cordy, but now she’d come to fear something terrible might happen to her. Bruce’s death two years ago proved unexpected, horrible things did happen. What if, after she was gone, Cordy needed to know the truth for some reason? What if he became ill and needed a bone marrow transplant or a blood transfusion or he had a car wreck or…?

She pushed down the fear that had gnawed at her ever since Bruce died and thought, Damn you, Bruce, we were supposed to get old together! You weren’t supposed to die! No more than Macon McCann was supposed to settle down in Pine Hills with a woman he was meeting through the U.S. mail.

Macon had become a successful contractor in Houston. Why would he come home now? And why was he advertising for a wife in Texas Men magazine when he had ample opportunities to date?

Shifting her gaze, Harper distracted herself by glancing past the metal detector, copiers and post-office boxes through the front door. Heat baked the sidewalks, and although it was only mid-morning, folks were already lined up four-deep inside Happy Lick’s Ice Cream Parlor. Outside, white-hot sun was melting everything from the cream in waffle cones to the rubber on truck tires.

“Morning, Harper. How’s it going?”

It was Lois. Harper scooted an express envelope over Macon’s ad, as well as over the other items she’d spread on the counter, then she lifted her coffee cup from the postal scale so Lois could weigh a package. “Fine, Lois. No stamps today?”

“Couldn’t decide what kind.” Lois nodded at the help wanted sign. “I see you’re looking for new blood.”

As heiress to Potts Feed and Seed, Lois hardly needed a job, but Harper found herself worrying, fearing Lois, for some harebrained reason, would apply. “Hmm,” commented Harper. “It would have been cheaper to send my coffee than your package.”

Lois chuckled appreciatively. “Guess you heard Macon McCann’s back in town and dating everything that moves. Weren’t you friends in high school?”

Lois, of course, was one of the things that moved. “Just platonic,” Harper lied.

“Same here,” assured Lois.

Harper suppressed a snort of laughter. “I heard you two went bowling last week over in Opossum Creek.” Harper couldn’t help but counter, realizing news of Macon’s Texas Men ad hadn’t yet hit town and wondering if she should tell Lois, who’d be sure to spread the word. No man would want it known that he’d stooped to advertising for a wife, and if Macon was embarrassed enough, maybe Harper would get lucky and he’d leave Pine Hills for good.

“Macon and I did go to Opossum Creek,” Lois clarified before moving on to other gossip. “But we were with a group.”

Only Harper’s raised eyebrow contradicted her. After she checked out, Lois ambled to the stamps for another look and Harper stared out the window, her gaze following South Dallas, the main drag of town. Flat as a ruler for miles, the road snaked like a ribbon when it reached Pine Cone Mountain. Farther up, blacktop turned into red dirt and dead-ended at a parking spot called Star Point. Maybe if the only movie screen in Pine Hills showed first-run rather than retro movies, or if the nearest bowling alley wasn’t forty miles away in Opossum Creek, or if Happy Lick’s Ice Cream Parlor didn’t close promptly at eight p.m., Harper wouldn’t have spent quite so many nights sneaking up there with Macon.

But Star Point had been irresistible, heaven on earth, with shady live oaks, mesquites and sycamores that cooled you even in the worst dog days of August. Miles from town, stars glittered like diamonds on black velvet in a jewelry store, looking so close that Harper always felt sure she could touch them. Atop that distant hill, so close to the stars—and just two months before Harper married Bruce—she and Macon made their baby.

Now she stared critically at Macon’s photo and reread the advertisement. “Thirty-four-year-old Texas cowboy wants to marry. Man comes complete with successful cattle ranch in Texas Hill Country and promises his bride her very own horse to ride.”

Feeling testy, Harper crossed her arms. “He makes Pine Hills sound like ‘Little House on the Prairie,”’ she muttered, pitying any poor, misinformed woman who might fall for the John Boy Walton routine. “At least until she meets him,” Harper whispered. “A horse,” she added, shaking her head. “Half the people in Texas don’t even know how to ride, so if some woman’s fool enough to marry you, Macon, why not just break down and give her a four-wheel drive?”

Lois was pushing through the door, on her way out. “Did you say something, Harper?”

Blushing, Harper shook her head. “Just talking to myself.”

“It’s only a problem when you start answering,” quipped Lois before the door closed.

The last thing Harper needed right now was words of wisdom from Lois Potts, but she politely nodded acknowledgment, then continued reading. “So, here’s the offer, ladies. Come to the Rock ’n’ Roll Ranch in Pine Hills, Texas, and be lulled by nature’s peace while you fall in love with both me and the old west. Enjoy the slow pace, deer and armadillos, hike the paths and fish and swim in the ponds. We’ve got a swimming pool, and I hope you love family atmosphere because you’ll be sharing a spacious rustic ranch house with your in-laws, Cam and Blanche McCann. So, write Macon McCann soon. This cowboy’s ready to be your loving husband now. But don’t forget, it’s first come, first served.”

It didn’t make sense. Macon had left Pine Hills sixteen years ago to pursue his dreams—and he’d never looked back. He’d never shown signs of marrying, either. And he wouldn’t marry a stranger, would he? Why, when he had so many dates?

Harper’s throat tightened as she edged aside the express envelope so she could look at the letters she’d stacked beside Texas Men. Sixteen responses to Macon’s advertisement had arrived this morning from all over the world. Most days, there were even more. It’s a simple process, she’d told herself this morning as she always did. Lift letter from mail pouch. Open post office box for Macon McCann. Place letter from wannabe bride into Macon McCann’s mailbox. Close mailbox.

Simple, yes. But Harper simply couldn’t force herself to give Macon the letters from all those women. Instead, she’d steamed them open and begun to read. Some letters made her laugh, some brought the sting of unshed tears to her eyes. Women had written from as far away as China, Russia and the Netherlands; all told stories of parents, lovers or husbands they wanted to leave, of war-torn countries from which they were desperate to escape or poverty-stricken conditions from which they sought refuge. They said they wanted a husband to help raise their children, or they wanted a taste of ranch life, but what they really wanted was somebody to love and somebody to love them back.

On a raw pull of feeling, Harper lifted a letter written painstakingly on wide-rule notebook paper. Youthfully rounded purple cursive letters looped in flourishes; large circles dotted the is.

Dear Mr. Macon McCann,

Your ranch sounds real pretty, and I want very much to be your bride. I promise I’m a nice person, from a good Christian home, but my family is mad at me right now because I got pregnant by accident. I thought of other options, but I’m going to keep this baby even though my boyfriend was lying when he said he loved me. I’m scared. I’m only seventeen, and we don’t have a lot of money since my daddy’s a shoeshine man at the airport. Please, Mr. McCann, if you don’t have anything against marrying an African American girl who’s just dropped out of school and is going to have a baby in two months, I hope you’ll write me soon. I hate my family right now and want to move away from Missouri. Even though I used to make straight As in school, I had to drop out because the girls I thought were my friends aren’t my friends anymore. They taped mean notes on my locker door. Isn’t it weird that the name of my home state “Missouri” sounds just like the word “misery?” Because that’s how I feel right now, just miserable, Mr. McCann. Please help me.

I know it’s too soon to say it, but I will, anyway,

Love, your future bride,

Chantal Morris

How selfish could Macon be? Harper wondered. Didn’t he realize he was leading on confused young girls who had nowhere to turn? Chantal Morris, like so many others who’d written since Macon placed the ad, was undoubtedly frightened out of her mind, and if she wasn’t careful, she might actually find herself at the mercy of Macon.

Which meant Harper’d better talk some sense into Chantal. After all—Harper lifted her eyes toward Star Point—she had been even younger than Chantal, only sixteen, when she and Macon conceived. Harper mulled over how many women he’d dated since his return from Houston—everybody from the new schoolteacher, Betsy, who was from Idaho, and Lois Potts, not to mention Nancy Ludell, a notorious gossip who lived at the end of Harper’s road and who was newly divorced and sticking to Macon like white on rice.

“Chantal Morris needs to graduate,” Harper whispered. “She’s not that much older than my son, and without her diploma, it’ll be even harder for her to take care of a baby.”

Tapping a pen against Chantal’s letter, Harper wondered how to help. Tampering with the U.S. mail was a federal offense, of course, but Harper was on the school board, and her donations did help outfit the Pine Hills Armadillos football team. Surely, she thought, the town fathers would help keep her out of prison if Macon ever got wind of what she was doing. Besides, fate would protect her, since her motives were pure. No, Chantal wasn’t the first misguided, underage girl who mistakenly thought she wanted to marry Macon. Harper had once made that mistake herself.

She reread Chantal’s letter slowly, frowning over every word, and then, assuring herself she was doing her civic duty, she lifted a sheet from the stationary box. The paper was pink and bubble-gum scented—that was unfortunate—but Chantal wouldn’t mind. Nor would the other women with whom Harper intended to correspond, sharing her experience, strength and hope concerning Macon. Shutting her eyes, Harper waited for inspiration and then began to write:

Dear Chantal,

From personal experience, I can imagine what a bad time you’re having in Missouri, so I hope you’ll take my advice: finish high school! You won’t regret keeping your baby, and your diploma will be of great help in the future. I gave birth to my baby just after I turned seventeen, and being a young mom was fun. Now, I wouldn’t have the energy! I’m thirty-three now, and this autumn my son is starting eleventh grade. For years, he’s been my greatest source of happiness. I know it will be the same for you. The right man will come along, so my advice is to stay strong. Don’t let those awful girls at school get you down. You’ve got to finish high school, have your baby and hold out for the man of your dreams!

Lifting the pen, Harper bit down on her lower lip as if that might stop the sudden lurch of her heart. Because she’d been double promoted, Harper had been younger than the other girls at school and, like Chantal, she hadn’t had many friends. She’d loved her husband—Harper really had—and yet…Cutting off the thought, she assured herself that what she’d felt for Macon had been girlish infatuation. She continued writing.

Chantal, fortunately for you, I’m reviewing the Texas Men respondents for Mr. McCann. You have a wonderful future ahead of you—I can feel it in my bones, sweetheart. But, believe me, that future is not in Pine Hills, Texas. Macon McCann is not the man for you, nor would he be a good father for your—or anyone else’s—baby….

1

MACON MCCANN’S soft drawl moved through the ranch office like a mountain cat stalking prey, sounding slow, purposeful and ready to pounce. “I should have guessed our local postmistress was behind this.”

Diego, the ranch’s cow boss, paced thoughtfully, wiping sweat from his brow with a bandanna. “Shoulda, woulda, coulda.”

Three words that definitely pertained to himself and the widow Moody, Macon thought. Being railroaded by his father into advertising for a bride was bad enough, but when no hopefuls even answered his invitation in Texas Men, Macon should have gotten suspicious. At first, he’d even considered renting a second P.O. box, to accommodate all the mail he’d expected. Oh, he prided himself on having no foolish illusions, but Macon’d figured some women would be excited by the prospect of cooking and cleaning at the new house he wanted to build on the ranch.

In order to facilitate the process, Macon had sent Texas Men a picture. No problem there. He was better-looking than most men in the magazine. Wealthier, too.

But nobody answered the ad.

And now the mystery was solved. “Harper Moody,” Macon murmured, hell-bent on not letting his true emotions show. Leaning back, he crossed his boots on a scarred wood desk and stared down dispassionately at the pink sheets he’d taken from Harper’s work station at the post office an hour ago. Not even the aroma of hay and horses overpowered the bubble-gum scent wafting from the sheets, and Macon found it particularly bothersome since beneath that, he imagined he could smell a scent he preferred to forget.

Harper’s scent.

Since she handled every piece of mail passing through Pine Hills, Macon should have known she’d see his ad and do something to thwart him, but had she really opened the respondents’ letters and corresponded with his potential brides?

The screen door breezed open, and Macon glanced up to see his father, Cam, come inside with Ansel Walters, who owned the ranch bordering the Rock ’n’ Roll. “The moment Macon advertised for a wife,” Ansel joked, glancing between the letters and Diego and Cam, “he expected to see those brides come a runnin’.”

“Like on that old TV show, ‘Here Comes the Brides’,” added Diego, his sparkling eyes as black and shiny as the curls sticking from beneath his battered straw hat. “Yes, indeed,” Diego continued as he stripped a sweat-soaked shirt from his middle-aged, wiry frame, folded it over the back of a swivel chair and plopped down with a grunt. “Every woman in the world be desperate to get herself hitched to a rich rancher stud like Macon, right, Macon?”

“Just ask any female,” Cam added as he tossed his work gloves next to the letters. “Marrying my son’s their main goal in life. You boys wouldn’t believe how many brides I had to fight past to get to work this morning!”

Macon shot his father a quelling glance.

Cam laughed. “Oh, c’mon, don’t get mad, Macon. I never told you to advertise for a bride.”

“No, you didn’t,” Macon said, worriedly running a hand over his head, slicking back the gold waves. “But you said you won’t legally hand the ranch over to me until I’m married.”

“Now you’re catching on.” Cam’s left hand was nearly immobile, due to a stroke he’d suffered, but he gleefully clapped the other on his knee. “I don’t want you running the Rock ’n’ Roll yet. It’s my ranch, and no matter what your ma says, I’m not retiring.”

Macon surveyed his father a long moment, his gut clenching as if he’d been punched. Cam’s shoulders, once as powerful as Macon’s, were thin and stooped, and what was left of his hair had turned bristly gray. His face was as wrinkled as a pair of old boots, and suddenly, noticing how his father had changed with age, Macon wished he’d never left home. He missed the years he hadn’t been here, working the ranch with Cam. Macon had been a late baby, the only child, and now Cam was seventy-three.

Harper, why did you make me leave?

And where had the years gone? Only yesterday, the woman he’d wanted had been in his arms. Only the day before that, he’d been knock-kneed and in short pants, chasing after Cam in the fields. Pa, when you gonna teach me to ride that big horse? When you gonna take me to herd cattle? When you gonna let me rope a bull? And now he was hearing his mother’s voice. I can’t talk sense into him, Macon. His blood pressure’s sky-high, and if he doesn’t get some help with the ranch, he’ll have another stroke. Doc Dickens says so. Blanche McCann might as well have said, Your father’s going to die if you don’t come home, Macon.

Nothing less could have brought Macon to Pine Hills, since the last place he wanted to live was in the same town as Harper. He said, “Doc says you’ve got to retire on account of your blood pressure.”

“The only pressure I’ve got is you trying to take away my ranch,” muttered Cam. “Fortunately, every woman in the world’s got the sense not to marry you.”

“If I get married, you retire,” Macon said. “You promised.”

“And Cam never goes back on his word,” said Ansel.

“Nope, I don’t,” agreed Cam. “But somehow I doubt I’ll hear church bells, since Harper wrote every woman in China, just to warn them about Macon.”

“And every woman in Pine Hills already knows better than to get involved with him,” added Ansel.

“Now, now,” chided Cam. “Nancy Ludell’s still trying. And that cute schoolteacher, Betsy, who moved down from Idaho. And Ansel’s wife’s best friend…what’sername?”

“Lois Potts,” Ansel supplied.

“Right. You went bowling with her,” Cam coaxed, his tone insinuating. “Why, Lois is the closest thing we’ve got to an heiress in Pine Hills, since she’ll inherit the Feed and Seed. Why not marry her?”

“I might marry Lois,” Macon muttered, though marrying a stranger would be just as good an option. Macon wasn’t necessarily looking to fall in love. He wasn’t even sure if he was capable of it anymore.

Ansel suddenly whirled around, shielded his eyes and squinted through a smudged window at the corral. “Hurry, Macon!” he teased. “Some women in wedding dresses are running this way!”

Diego ran to the door. “Look at them wild womens lifting their veils just so they can claw out each other’s eyes! They’s fighting over Macon like cats and dogs.” The Mexican raised his voice to a falsetto. “Please, please,” he crooned, twining a finger around the end of a black mustache, “let me marry Macon and iron his shirts and give him some good lovin’!”

“Back off,” warned Macon mildly. Suddenly, he yawned and stretched his powerful arms over his head. Damn it all—his father, Harper and the cattle, too. Late last night, over a hundred head had broken through a pasture onto Ansel’s property, so Macon had been mending fences since before sunup, stopping only to run into town to check the mail, which was how he’d discovered the letters.

Diego squinted. “What’s those letters say about how bad you is, anyway?”

Macon shrugged, lifting a pink, bubble-gum scented sheet. ‘“Dear Gong Zhu,”’ Macon drawled, ignoring the tightening of his chest as he took in Harper’s neat cursive, ‘“It’s in your best interest to know there are good reasons Macon McCann has to advertise for a bride. Think about it. What kind of American man has to go all the way to China just to get a girlfriend?”’

Ansel, Diego and Cam chuckled.

Macon stirred the letters with a finger. “Here’s another. ‘Dear Carrie Dawn Bledscoe, Please know that Pine Hills, Texas has a male-female ratio of three to one. If Macon McCann was such a great catch, don’t you think a local girl would have married him by now? He’s thirty-four, so they’ve had ample opportunity.”’

The men laughed, and despite his underlying anger, a smile tugged at Macon’s lips. “Get this,” he added. “She signs the letter, ‘Yours in female solidarity.”’

Ansel snorted. “That woman’s sure got a way with words.”

It’s not all she’s got a way with, Ansel. “This one gets right to the point,” continued Macon. “’Dear Anna Gonzales, Do not come to America! Stay in Mexico and away from Macon McCann. He’s a menace, and Pine Hills is one big dusty dive. There’s no rain, and the heat’s insufferable. Pine Hills,”’ continued Macon, fishing for another letter, ‘“sounds uneventful, right? Well, guess what, Mirabella Morehead. When it comes to wildlife, Macon’s only the beginning. Unlike in Los Angeles, we’ve got more than our fair share of poisonous snakes. No culture, either. You won’t find first-run movies, or musical events.”’

“She’s got a point.” Diego swiped away tears of laughter. “The only music we gots is from frogs and crickets.”

“It’s nobody’s fault but hers if she hates it,” argued Ansel. “She could have left town. Both she and her mama said she planned to. She skipped a grade, and she had a scholarship to some Eastern school.”

“She stayed to antagonize Macon,” Cam guessed.

“Which is why I moved to Houston,” said Macon, despite the fact that no man present really understood how serious he’d once been about Harper.

“Well, amigo—” Diego looked sympathetic “—now you’re back. And the only thing standing between you and this ranch is Harper.”

Ansel grinned. “A formidable force.”

Restless and tired of the ribbing, Macon rose, crossed the room and leaned in the door frame, staring through the screen at the rock bluffs and green hills that had given the Rock ’n’ Roll Ranch its name. He watched corralled horses grazing under the shade trees. Why can’t you just leave me alone, Harper?

When he decided to advertise in Texas Men, his motive had been purely business, but when no one wrote back, Macon had felt an unexpected void and admitted the truth to himself. He wanted a wife. He’d tried for years to get over Harper. He’d waited long enough. Didn’t he deserve to start waking in the night with someone beside him, each inch of her his for the touching? She’d had a man’s warm body beside her for sixteen years. She’d enjoyed shared morning kisses and raising a son. Hundreds of protective miles no longer lay between him and Harper, and Macon needed to have a woman with him, if only to prove to Harper that he still could.

She was thirty-three now and probably nothing like the girl he’d left behind, but physical distance and the passage of time had never deadened Macon’s feelings the way he’d hoped. Some Christmases, he’d run into her, Bruce and their son, Cordy, and every time, something inside Macon would curl up and die. He’d tighten his arm around whatever woman he happened to be entertaining, intimating plenty more was going on than there ever really was, then he’d return to Houston. Oh, he’d tried other relationships, but nothing ever panned out. He’d missed Pine Hills, too, but couldn’t live in the same town as her.

But now Bruce was dead, and Macon was here to stay.

He’d offered a quick hello in the post office before he and Harper reached a silent, mutual agreement not to exchange pleasantries. Since then, he’d wordlessly checked the mail, never venturing past the copiers in the lobby, but always aware of Harper behind the counter.

Today, she’d hung a paper clock over the counter, next to a help wanted sign, indicating she’d be gone for five minutes, so after he’d checked the empty P.O. box, Macon had given in to the impulse to glance into her work space. He’d been stunned to find Harper’s un-mailed responses to his brides. Wanting time to process how she’d been disparaging him, he’d grabbed the letters and left.